900rr Rider
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Aug 29, 2014
- Messages
- 10
Ok I've been a heroin - opiate user for about 8 - 10 years. Luckily I've never had what I would consider a "real OD", UNTIL last week....
Now I have to explain that I used to use up to 2 grams a day IV of some pretty quality stuff. Of course that was built up over time and I typically tried to stay to 1g a day or less.
So back before Christmas I got cleaned up for a couple months then started using again around February, but quickly got back on subs as I have in the past, I was literally only taking about 1 - 2 mg a day of suboxone or subutex (whatever I could find).
About 10 days ago I was working with my cousin and started partying again. I know many people that have OD'd and know the dangers of taking a big shot with basically no tolerance, so I started pretty slow. But on the 3rd day I took a decent sized shot and woke up on the bathroom floor. My cousin freaked out bc he had no idea what to do and was just pouring water on me and doing CPR, he says that I was barely breathing and blue, definitely the worst OD I've ever had. I woke up puking, it was NOT good!
So obviously I was freaked out and started calling around for subs, but wasn't able to get any right away. So the plan was to just use as little dope as possible for a couple days till I could get subs, here's the thing that really freakes me out.
For 2 - 3 days almost every time I banged some dope I literally woke up on the floor again!!!!!
Sometimes for only a few minutes and a couple times for at least 15 min and my cousin was unable to wake me up! I know what your thinking but I honestly was taking small amounts of dope and a couple times it was only a wash that still did that to me!
I don't think it was the dope bc we had at least 3 different kinds over that period of time and my cousin had no affect and even thought that the dope that I OD'd on wasn't as good as the other 2....?
So, has anyone heard of this?
Should I be afraid that this could continue forever?
I haven't been an "every day" user for a while (supplementing with subs) and I plan to stay that way but I have to admit that I would still like to be able to use every now and then (just being honest)..... Plus I've used for so long, I consider myself pretty careful and "experienced" not that that counts for much when your shooting heroin but I feel having some knowledge is better than none... Anyway.
Sorry for such a long post, hope this is in the right spot.
Thanks for any help, I appreciate it.
Now I have to explain that I used to use up to 2 grams a day IV of some pretty quality stuff. Of course that was built up over time and I typically tried to stay to 1g a day or less.
So back before Christmas I got cleaned up for a couple months then started using again around February, but quickly got back on subs as I have in the past, I was literally only taking about 1 - 2 mg a day of suboxone or subutex (whatever I could find).
About 10 days ago I was working with my cousin and started partying again. I know many people that have OD'd and know the dangers of taking a big shot with basically no tolerance, so I started pretty slow. But on the 3rd day I took a decent sized shot and woke up on the bathroom floor. My cousin freaked out bc he had no idea what to do and was just pouring water on me and doing CPR, he says that I was barely breathing and blue, definitely the worst OD I've ever had. I woke up puking, it was NOT good!
So obviously I was freaked out and started calling around for subs, but wasn't able to get any right away. So the plan was to just use as little dope as possible for a couple days till I could get subs, here's the thing that really freakes me out.
For 2 - 3 days almost every time I banged some dope I literally woke up on the floor again!!!!!
Sometimes for only a few minutes and a couple times for at least 15 min and my cousin was unable to wake me up! I know what your thinking but I honestly was taking small amounts of dope and a couple times it was only a wash that still did that to me!
I don't think it was the dope bc we had at least 3 different kinds over that period of time and my cousin had no affect and even thought that the dope that I OD'd on wasn't as good as the other 2....?
So, has anyone heard of this?
Should I be afraid that this could continue forever?
I haven't been an "every day" user for a while (supplementing with subs) and I plan to stay that way but I have to admit that I would still like to be able to use every now and then (just being honest)..... Plus I've used for so long, I consider myself pretty careful and "experienced" not that that counts for much when your shooting heroin but I feel having some knowledge is better than none... Anyway.
Sorry for such a long post, hope this is in the right spot.
Thanks for any help, I appreciate it.