andrewskiee
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I am a18yo male 190 pounds fit. My girlfriend has always wanted to try mdma without other drugs. The first time she tried it was ecstacy with me (4 weeks ago) but we were also drunk out of our mind, and ended up passing out at 7 am. the second time("molly" superbowl day) we were also drinking and smoking and ended up sleeping around 6 am.Okay now thats said so around 4:30 pm this saturday my girlfriend and I were on our way to the pier. I surprised her with "molly" when we arrived around 5 pm. She was excited and nervous, i was only excited because i have had somewhat an experience with mdma, i first did it with her my second time (she didnt do it) trying it about a year ago -on prom night .. around 5 pm i took , at 9 pm i took one, at 1am i took one and quickly after maybe about 30 min i took 3 more and when everyone passed out in the motel around 4/5 am .. i was still up just feeling the intensity of the air conditioner and the sheets of the bed and i ended up napping around 10 am and woke up at 1050 to leave the motel by 11, i stood up until i got home around 4 pm and slept until the next morning. We popped one at 530 pm and another at 7 when the first just started creeping up. The warmth and the euphoria was all there it was all amazing, one of the street performers sang for us from 9-10 and even made up songs about us and it was all love and amazingness. We ended up walking down the beach and ended up at a jungle gym and talked on the swings for 5 hours without knowing it. Time flew by without us noticing, we walked back to the car and ended up driving back home around 5 am, we got to her house around 520 and stood up on the bed and i massaged her to sleep at 7 am and she stood asleep until 8 am. I did not sleep, i was just trying to keep her asleep by rubbing her and stuff because i was scared that it was still hitting after 12 hours and i didnt want her to go crazy without rest. But when she woke at 8 she said she cant believe she slept because we wasnt tired and neither was i at all, so we went to the park and laid an talkedd until about 10 am. During the park time our eyes were still dialated but youd have to actually be looking for dialation to see it. She ended up going with her family and i caught up with a friend and drank a few mixed drinks and a few beers ( i handle liquor pretty well so that wasnt bad i thought) .. i also had an edible brownie of 30mg thc, and smoked a blunt to myself. My friend needed to go somewhere and i didnt wanna pass out in the street because i thought i would be drained and have a comedown like i did every experience before so i went home despite being afraid of getting caught with dilated eyes. Iwent straight to my room and locked the door and played music and tried to sleep. I ended up sleeping at 5pm and waking up at 630. I was so awake i thought it was the next the morning but i checked my phone and it was only 630 pm sunday. So continued to try to sleep as i snapchat my girlfriend. She ended up finally sleeping at 9 pm and i stood awake . Wide awake. I was trying to sleep and couldn't so i came across this forum and learned more about the drug mdma as i stood up. I snapchatted all night and my girlfriend woke up at 4 am monday and replied and stood up with me for about 30 minutes until she knocked back out. I ended up sleeping at 6 am and woke back up at 8 am . And have been up ever since. Wide awake. Ive been on my bed since i got home yesterday . I havent ate, and i eat ALOT so i lost all my appetite. I tried eating but couldnt, i just noticed i have a bruised roof of my mouth as i tried though. My heart has been beating irregularly and palpitating since sunday morning, i almost threw up a few times but couldnt. I wonder if my gf has any symptoms like i do but i havent asked because she seemed to sleep and all so i felt like shes okay. She did say her heart was banging like hell throughout the time we were rolling for the 12 hours , but i figured it was just because she has never done molly alone, especially 2 at that. And neither have i until this passed weekend with her. But i am still WIDE awake no matter how much i try to sleep and its been 55 hours of being awake not counting the 3 hours total of napping. And my heart is still beating like how she had said it when she was telling me : "banging" .. palpitating. I dont know what to do.
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welcome to bluelight andrew