hyroller
Bluelighter
Except for the psycho alcoholic part![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
possibly a reason to steer clear of booze!
What behavior gives your use away?
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possibly a reason to steer clear of booze!
flacky
Bluelighter
Coming out of a hard nod and seeing that my computer wants to know if I want to put sticky keys on because my thumb was parked on the shift key.
Lmao I do that too! I'll imagine myself doing some wierd shit when im nodding, and i'll wake and realize i'm in some buzzed out position!
unsettled
Bluelighter
These days the only time people seem to notice anything off is when I'm not on anything due to my depressed withdrawn mood. When I have my daily supply of opiates and benzos people don't really seem to notice much, and I can function normally, better than normally usually, but I keep my use pretty moderate these days.
When I used to binge on dexedrine and alcohol it was obvious. weight loss, up for days at a time, never eating, always talking, then sleeping for three days straight.
I've always been strange when compared to "normal" people, quiet, always stayed up super late, I've always been thin, I've used some kind of mind altering substance or another since I was 15 and I've never made this a secret. I guess people expect me to be a little different. I got accused of being a drug addict long before I ever touched the things.
People accused me of being a stoner years before I smoked pot.
People accused me of being a heroin addict years before I ever did opiates.
When I used to binge on dexedrine and alcohol it was obvious. weight loss, up for days at a time, never eating, always talking, then sleeping for three days straight.
I've always been strange when compared to "normal" people, quiet, always stayed up super late, I've always been thin, I've used some kind of mind altering substance or another since I was 15 and I've never made this a secret. I guess people expect me to be a little different. I got accused of being a drug addict long before I ever touched the things.
People accused me of being a stoner years before I smoked pot.
People accused me of being a heroin addict years before I ever did opiates.
Znegative
Bluelight Crew
what gives me away? too much time in the bathroom, leaving the house for an unnecesairly long time, overdrawing cash and getting letters in the mail from the bank, and my asthma.