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What behavior gives your use away?

How about talking complete nonsense on hydromorphone.

The box, its running away. You go to take a bite of a sandwich and just as your mouth closes you here the chomping of only teeth... Oh fuck theres no sandwich! I have been known to say the most ridiculous things... Then 1 minute later snap out of it and realize holy crap i was dreaming and talking to this person at the same time!
 
Washing the dishes at 4 am. And that is from doing H, I really get a stimulant effect from it and am up doing all sorts of shit late at night. Just the other night I was hammering in nails to hang pictured up at 3am. Its a good thing I am only home a couple of weeks here and there. I also scratch alot, but for some reason nobody comments on that. And when I chainsmoke I just say that I havent smoked in a while and wanna finish before I go back to school.
 
pinpoint pupils, constant itching & scratching urself, eyes glazed-over, I can spot a junky high on stuff from a mile away...shit and vise versa as well ;)
 
listening to loud abrasive music at 4 in the morning (coke)
not shutting the fuck up (amps)
being unusually frank with people (benzos)

although I do all of these things sober sometimes, so who knows if anyone has figured it out.
 
dankstersauce said:
And having one eye lid droopier than the other.
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Haha, that happens to me a lot. Right eyelid will be mostly open, the left eyelid is mostly closed.

lacey k said:
I remember one time my boy was messin wit me cuz i was straight faddeedddd....booted mad dope that night....and I was sittn on the couch with my head leaned all the way back, u know the kind of position that when u wake up, that shit HURT like a bitch...

And my boy said yo u better watch out, u gonna fuck ur self up if u dont move up out that position....and he didnt even think i heard him cuz i hadnt been payin no mind to them when they had been tryna wake me....But I guess I woke up when he said that, cuz I just kinda sat up real quick with my eyes still closed, and said, "ITS WORTH THE NECKHURT!!" and went back to my nodd. LOL....
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I hate when I nod in that position, except it's usually when I've got a real good high going.


There's a lot of signs for opiate use. Not letting people know you're high isn't too hard, but I think it's hard to not show any signs:

While High:
-Itching/rubbing my face
-Tiny pupils (sometimes almost non-existent)
-Eyes looking duller
-Being more talkative
-Throwing up
-Sweating (this is more if I did too much and I'm at work trying not to be so fucking high)
-Nodding
-If I'm really high (happened a lot more with IVing), I get a nod where I imagine I'm doing a task and I'm actively moving trying to complete the task. Like I'll nod out and imagine I'm putting on a shirt, so I'll be standing there trying to put on an imaginary shirt.
-Voice gets 'shot', sounds kind of strained

Additional signs of using or after using:
-Having a cut on my nose from rubbing it too much, but having no excuse as to how I got cut there.
-Bruising and/or marks around veins
-Sleeping for really long periods
-Stuffed up/congested nose (if snorting dope)
-Dry skin, especially on my face
-Wheezing, coughing, and trouble breathing :p Dope always gets my lungs congested. 8)
 
Tommyboy723 said:
Washing the dishes at 4 am. And that is from doing H, I really get a stimulant effect from it and am up doing all sorts of shit late at night. Just the other night I was hammering in nails to hang pictured up at 3am. Its a good thing I am only home a couple of weeks here and there. I also scratch alot, but for some reason nobody comments on that. And when I chainsmoke I just say that I havent smoked in a while and wanna finish before I go back to school.
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he he I work nights so when I stay up late cleaning, its just to stay on my night schedule. ;)
 
thelung said:
pinpoint pupils, constant itching & scratching urself, eyes glazed-over, I can spot a junky high on stuff from a mile away...shit and vise versa as well ;)
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You know, I never put 2 and 2 together till just now. When I did oxy my nose would itch. Not bad, but just enough to make me scratch a bit. Never realized it was a side effect.

I am going to start looking at people more closely now, I'd like to meet some like minded people. =D I dont think I am very observant though- usually I cant tell unless people are way f%^cked up.
 
For me it's not eating. When I go home to visit my parents and don't eat they know because I'll eat anything straight but I won't touch food high, except after smoking bud.
 
I get kinda manic on Tramadol. I have to do something and usually that is cleaning. If I get a good good high I nod but I've learned to cover that one kinda...I'll never admit to being really fucked. When I get opiate rage on it everything that comes out of my mouth is bitchy and I'm kinda pissed all night. I can't help it.
I've had my ex's parents ask me if I was high when I was on Tramadol once it is that obvious.
Stoned, I'm kinda slow at times and will eat the whole fucking kitchen...and I lose things.

Oh yeah, Tramadol gives it away hardcore when I'm trying to scratch my skin off.
 
My mother told me that she can tell when I am on opiates because I look 'a little too bright eyed'. That and my compulsive nature to clean and organize everything.

When I am clean, like right now, all I do is lay in bed with my laptop. Good thing I live alone - I could see my opposing behavior patterns to be disturbing.
 
Probably the most obvious would be nodding out in front of people only to wake up in the middle of it like SHHHIT LOOKIN OUT IN THE CORNER OF MY EYE LOOKIN TO SEE IF NE BODY IS WATCHIN.
 
So far I'm the only person at our small, highly profitable company to not openly admit to struggling with addiction. The owner and some of us use an office to blaze up sometimes but seriously, weed is not a drug. What gives me away are my tiny pupils, inconsistent performance, dark circles, vibe of either being fine or being obviously emotionally distraught on the verge of crying unpredictably.

They aren't stupid. The president once quipped before pretending to snort a line of coffee that 'i learned that trick from you.' I just smiled and laughed. Because we're like a family of smart but imperfect people sitting on top of a hot commodity and ridiculous growth, I always get this sense that they want me to just tell them so they can help even though i've only been a part of the company for six months. I'm so afraid to, but everyone else is so open about what is going on with their lives that i think i better tell them what they already know out of respect.
 
At least you don't act like you have to hide your drug use and avoid the whole complex that comes with that. Most of the time I'm totally open about what i use.
Around my FAMILY, I swear my mother has to know I mean she has seen me fucked and throwing up not knowing what I'm on, found weed on many occasions, says she can tell when I take my pain meds cause I get talkative and very into cleaning, and she pays for my pills but it is just the elephant in the room. We never talk about it ever. PLus I don't live with her anymore, so I guess I kinda avoid it too.
Guess what, I'm high right now. :D
 
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