Trying to crawl my way out of addiction again. No song more completely characterizes addiction better than this for me....
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One brief recollection of all the
People in my life that have come and gone
One brief fleeting moment of people I've loved
And the people that i have wronged
Long lost are the loved ones gone
But this bird cannot seem to
Mend it's broken wing
So the lust for life dissipates and a new
Greed rises for the needful things
Don't wanna think about it
I indulge myself
Distraction means less pain
Bury my emotion to protect myself
'til i can't feel a fuckin' thing
I've dared to dream and i've tried to live
But I'll play it safe again
I'm just a slave to my vices now...
BRING OUT YOUR DEAD
Voices wither and crack then die
The ringin' in my ear will sing me soft asleep
Dead silence now is all I hear
Inspration following me
Don't wanna think about it
I indulge myself
Distraction means less pain
Bury my emotion to protect myself
'till i can't feel a fuckin' thing
I've dared to dream and i've tried to live
But I've played it safe again
Just another slave to my vices now...
My addiction, my illness
My only trusted friend
My addiction, my illness
My only childhood friend
You twisted warm embrace engulfing all i tried to be
My body's breaking under arms that will not
SET ME FREE
My addiction my illness my only childhood friend
My addiction my illness my only trusted friend.......
Locked in this cage that I've built myself
Constructed out of
Twisted cold reminders of a life once lost
But i've found my way again
Here among the wreckage and the vampires
But i'll play it safe again
I'm just a slave to my vices now...
My addiction, my illness
My only childhood friend
My addiction my only life
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For the obsessive co dependents......
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One o one point one Fahrenheit
To some it's a fever, to her it's just right
And I can't hold her
And it's bringin' me down
Her blood runs hot but her heart beats cold
She's a devil with an angels face I've been told
I think I'll push my luck next time you're around
Well I'd walk through fire for you
I'd burn in hell to make it all true
I never loved anyone else in this world but you
A thousand reasons why I try to prove to you
I'm not the other guy
I don't give a damn what other people think (Ah!)
She walked my way with that sick, fucked up smile
A flare for the strange and a temper like a whip
A soft hand clutches a riding crop grip
Smell of latex rubber-drives me insane
Beat him once then send him on his way
There's no room in your life for anyone to stay
Engrave your moniker in welts of pain
There's nothin I wouldn't do to prove
To make these words I promised true
I'd rather live my life alone than without you
You know I'd rather die then to fuck this up
Wouldn't get another try
Got one chance there's nothing I wouldn't do
You be my master, I'll be your servant
On my knees I beg to be abused
You can take the skin right off my back
With a riding crop or a leather strap
I'd take it all just to be with you
I'd walk through fire for you
I'd burn in hell to make it all true
I never loved anyone else in this world but you
You know I'd rather die then to fuck this up
Wouldn't get another try
You're my goddess and I worship you
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