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What Are You Drinking? Four of your 'finest' purple tins, s'il vous plait

Just got escorted half way home (Not that I needed to be!) by two dreadlocked lads who were served just after me in shop. They asked me was I okay as I looked like I'd been crying (I had) I said 'aye, jsut been a rough day', and they said 'aye, must have been if you're on the K Cider' (which i'd just bought more of) I said, yeah, i've been on them all afternoon, to whcih they replied, 'well apart from the tear eyes you can't tell!'

I dunno if that's a compliment or sometihng to make me take a long hard look at myself!!!!

My eyes are like slits from tears and being pissed. But I can still walk a straight line! Ack well. I think I should probably eat some food, as i've not bothered all day.
 
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I've eaten food, warmed up 2 bits of pizza. Carbs to soak up booze!

I now have room for more cider. If I finish this 4, after the 4 i've already drunk today, I will sleep so sweet tonight. No sleep last night. Even with Nitrazepam, anxiety had too much of a grip of me all day. Sleeeeeeeeeeeep! I c a n n o t w a i t !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Bah, I have to be up and at 'em in like five hours but I've taken it upon myself to drink a bottle of white wine and email my best friend. First idea, ill advised. Second, much needed.

Couple of glasses left then Zzzzzzzzzzz.
 
At least my bladder will wake me up if nothing else does.

Funnily enough, I always contact him when I'm feeling pretty low (we kinda drifted apart a while ago) and it always turns out that he's doing much worse than myself. I always feel guilty for not being there, cuz I just assume that he's doing fine cuz that's how he projects himself. When in actual fact he not, and it makes my problems seems pretty trivial. He just deals with his shit in a completely different way than myself.

Huh, I never really understood Peanuts until quite recently.

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Catharsis, for you both :)

I should probably do the same, with some mates from back home from when I was younger, yet I've become such a different person now, I don't think they'd even understand. I think sometimes you have to let people go, they are some of them.
 
It's so hard letting people go. I think sometimes you need to second guess yourself, and try once more for peace of mind. Sometimes you surprise yourself, Sometime you don't. But it's better to know either way.
 
Tea. After a bottle of Tropicana tropical. Which in turn follows a failed first-day of a drink sabbatical which ended when I found myself in the offie to buy 'things' before realising I had no 'things' to buy and might as well get a drink. :\

Sounds like last night in the drink thread wasn't the best. Hope things took a turn for the better all round, and TG - I hope you somehow made it into work on time! Impressive if you did.
 
I should probably do the same, with some mates from back home from when I was younger, yet I've become such a different person now, I don't think they'd even understand. I think sometimes you have to let people go, they are some of them.

I feel so out of touch with all my mates back here at home. Haven't ever been in regular contact for about 5 years or so now since going to uni, just see them every now and again but I don't really connect with them at all when I do. We're too different. There's only one I really keep in touch with and still see.
 
To Brew or not 2 Brew that is thye question , i've had one can with me dinner n i can get away with that but do i get another? The womam in the shop is selling them at the wrong price 20p cheaper n it jus so happens i got £1.80 in change .
 
You know it's gonna happen... it happens to us all. :\

Fuck, I could really do with a Brew right now.
 
I could do with a drink through pure boredom. If I get some money on Thursday think some ciders and a bottle of red are in order.
 
TG - I hope you somehow made it into work on time! Impressive if you did.

Surprisingly enough I did. I hit the snooze 3-4 times, but I always set my clock fast anyway so it didn't really matter.

Need tea or coffee or summink. Brb.
 
Thatcher's blood

Modfixed. ;)

I bought this stuff called Berthold Keller in sexy silver tins for the novelty value and beer geekery.

Brewed in Belgium by a Bavarian. Sounds perfect, yeah? Well it ain't. Not the worst, but far from the best.
 
Pretzels have made me thirsty, think I'll have my 4th pint of coca cola for the day.
 
Got a bottle of vodka, a brand I haven't seen anywhere else, apart from this local corner shop, 'aros', its pretty nice, especially considering the price, I paid just a little over 7 quid for a 70cl bottle.

Had just enough of that to be slightly tipsy, and on top of the tizanidine and handful of DF118s I popped earlier in the day, very sedated indeed, not too much, 3, maybe 4 shots....but more to come methinks.

Right now I am drinking bitter lemon. Loved that stuff since childhood, when my father used to have absolutely fucking tons of bottles of the stuff lying around at his old workshop, back when he worked, very thirst-quenching. One thing I don't much like about most fizzy drinks, is their excessive sweetness, way, way too sugary which makes for a drink being not nearly so refreshing...if I want sweet, as well as tasty....well, I am dating her=D
 
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