Could really go for an opiate; oxycodone, hydrocodone, codeine, heroin, morphine, buprenorphine - wouldn't matter which, if the dose were good. And, a decent dose of alprazolam + carisoprodol + butalbital (very dangerous, I know), to really get a noddy, relaxed high on.
Bacardi 151 and Xanax.
Xanax and Oxycodone! Weed too, that would be nice.
On both. Combo of the gods. Oramorph enough to get a punch in the stomach and shoulders of warm euphoria(is what I'm mildy craving).