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What are you craving? v "Let's get an eightball! It'll last us all weekend!"

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Turns out I was craving a run

Nothing else is quite so positively masochistic

The sun was just coming up, people were barely out. It was awesome.
 
I'm craving new scripts from my dr. (so; new supply of tilidin, tramadol, valium & clonazepam)

Broke so I wouldn't even be able to pay for the consultation atm, lol. Gonna go later this week, eventhough I have enough tramadol, valium & clonazepam to last me atleast 3 more weeks, but I want MORE. And I'd like some tilidin, at the same time as the tramadol this time. Bet I can get him to prescribe me 2 of those valtran bottles. He's easy to convince. =D
 
UGH i feel like shit. starting to WD from opioids and amps, and the tramadol isn't doing a damn thing. Wish I had a benzo to just chill me out and let me sleep the day away. Luckily I'll be getting my methadone tomorrow.
 
^Awch, can't imagine a opiate w/d without benzos. Though tramadol helped me loads when coming off oxy. Dunno which one you're withdrawing from though. + an amp. hangover, must suck. :\

ot: feeling pretty ok. Some tilidin would be a nice bonus but.. I'm good.
 
Opioid wise I'm WDing from methadone primarily (40-45mg/day with my 30mg/day script), but had hydrocodone twice and 3x8mg of suboxone with 2mg of suboxone last taken on Wednesday. I have a kpin script but I usually sell a little bit of it so I ran out not to long ago. So yeah, I guess you could say I'm WDing from opioids, benzos, and amps. Opioids more than either the others, but still, the combo sucks a dick.

I took .5mg of kpin like 15 mins ago, hoping that will help me out alot. I only had 50mg of tramadol left and this .5mg of kpin. Probably should go run to get some endorphins going, and take out some of this restlessness. I made sure I ate and drunk water at brunch (terrible terrible thing spending time with the family and grandparents when your WDing lol)
 
Aww. Yeah those days where you have to do something or be some place pretending to be fine, while all you wanna do is lie in bed are too fucking terrible. And benzo + opioid w/d is fucking nasty. Why did you take the amps? lol. :D
Even pot makes me anxious when in benzo w/d. I'd never touch an amp when withdrawing from benzos or opiates, let alone benzos & opiates.

When can you get refills? I hope not too long?
 
I'm scripted 2mg of kpin a day, but I sell some of them so I'm not taking a benzo every single day, as I'm not trying to build up the dependence I have with opioids. So every month I only take benzos for maybe two weeks to help with this. Maybe it does play a role in making the WD worse for the opioids, but really all I can feel right now is the WD from the opioid and the WD from the amps. Also amps during opioid WD doesn't feel physically nice, but it helps you mentally just get through the day. I can actually do work while I'm WDing on amps, though I may not get any euphoria or other positive benefits from them.

I get my methadone refill tomorrow thankfully, and a week till my kpin refill
 
^I see, I guess if it gets you through the day who am I to argue? good that you get a refill tomorrow. :D
I wish I could lay off the valium. I'm scripted 10mg valium & 2mg kpin/day. I don't take the k-pins every day anymore, I sell some of them like you and take them only sometimes, often only 1mg to avoid (more) benzo dependency. I can get by on my 10mg dose without w/ds. Used to take truckloads of benzos though so I guess 10mg valium ain't so bad for now.
 
craving some oxies or h. but i'm getting 3 old oxy 80s tomorrow, i'm getting wet from just thinking about it.
 
Benzo's and a low MXE tolerance but i'm taking a break now so that should help.
 
Clonazepam specifically. It wouldn't be good for me. I still want it more than anything at this moment...
 
^I truly don't understand why clonazepam seems to be so desirable. I prefer valium for anxiety. And I prefer short-acting/hypnotic benzos (bromazepam being the exception) for recreation myself.

What is it you like so much about clonazepam?
Just curious.
 
I prefer valium too, it's my favorite of the benzodiazepine family.

I want clonazepam right now because it would probably have me black out and for a while to boot. I have a lot of anxiogenic chores/errands to run this morning.
 
^I feel you, my soft spot is for bromazepam, the only one that makes me 100% carefree. I guess that's clonazepam for you.
I don't think I'll be asking my doc. for bromazepam afterall (Was gonna ask him to swap my valium with bromazepam next time which he would likely do). But.. That stuff turns me into a zombie lol. Well, enough of it does anyway.

ot: I'm craving nothing. Some ketamine is always welcome, but I'm not craving it atm.
 
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