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What are you craving? v "Let's get an eightball! It'll last us all weekend!"

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When I think about it know, mentally I long for 4-AcO-DMT. The intense feeling of inner peace is so blissful I could live in it forever. I do have it, but this weekend there will be no tripping. Last weekend with 4-AcO-DMT, 4-HO-MiPT and DPT was mentally quite intense and I don't feel like tripping now. But the feeling of inner peace I do long for.

4-AcO-DMT really is a wonderful substance. I've only used it once but man was it great. I have plenty in my stash and im planning on tripping on saturday or sunday. After all the partying is over to clear my head.

As for cravings, I just want some LSD for tonight's show and hope for the cops to stay away tonight.
 
Ugh, I've been thinking..actually more like obsessing, about doing dope again. I even had a dream last night where I was fixing and blood was pouring all down my arms, but I finally registered and then..bam. I woke up. So, it's on my mind big time. I'm going to hit up a meeting tonight, even though I actually kind of despise aa/na, and see if it helps to calm me down. It'll probably just piss me off.
 
I'd like to blow down a few more lines of dope, but I'm going to do the responsible thing, or the more responsible thing, I suppose, and hold onto these five bags until tomorrow. I just know that if I start blowing down lines now, I'll regret it tomorrow when we're broke and have no money to score more.

I'm actually more interested in popping a couple adderall and getting my tweak on, as I've refilled my adderall prescription and I haven't really taken any in nearly a year. I took 10 mg yesterday, but that was only enough to wake me up, really. Hmmm... maybe Sunday.
 
I'm not craving dope or benzo's for once, cause I'm on them, so like Verso, I want a stim.

For all those I.V meth, coke, or MDPV users, you might relate to this- I crave the moment when you draw up your stim into your syringe and you just look at it for a second, and ponder about how 2 small units of water are about to make your ears ring so hard you'll feel like your brain will pop out of your skull, like a jack in the box.
 
I just did a nice shot of H, got a rush for the first time in months. Nodded out pretty immediately. Craving another shot. A speedball would be preferred. Mmm.
 
I'm not craving dope or benzo's for once, cause I'm on them, so like Verso, I want a stim.

For all those I.V meth, coke, or MDPV users, you might relate to this- I crave the moment when you draw up your stim into your syringe and you just look at it for a second, and ponder about how 2 small units of water are about to make your ears ring so hard you'll feel like your brain will pop out of your skull, like a jack in the box.

Fuck, that analogy just really made me want to snatch up some coke to shoot. riinnggggggggg. God, I love that feeling. Haha. And I know exactly what you mean..staring down at this little bit of liquid..and then, the best is when you register, and you know, that you're only a push away from zinging to the moon.
 
Craving oxy > codeine > tramadol, either or right now. I have two of three but not going to use any as have to save it for social occasions , etc. And I'm also on day 7 of 15 no opiates.

Also craving Valium, but not going to do any. & craving some MDMA ATM.


and also craving; heroin, cocaine, methamphetamine, mxe, DMT, 2cb, 2ce & etizolam. Though I've never tried any of those drugs, so not craving, just want to try badly.



For those wanting that heroin taste back - I strongly, STRONGLY recommend a K-hole ketamine dose. I did this when I was craving oxycodone badly (not in withdraws of course). And it worked wonders. It brings back that opiate feeling when you step away from the world for a bit.

ketamine burns (I can handle the drip easy though) but it leaves me with this slightly nauses feeling. Similar to large dose alcohol in a way but not as bad. If it wasn't for this, ket would be my DOC. So I never want to use it because of this side effect. Doesn't effect others I know like this also .


So yeah - thanks for reading, I think a joint will do me fine tonight as I relax out by myself and read a lil bluelight & listen to music.
 
meth, meth, and more meth.
maybe some heroin so that i can not think about how much i'd like some meth.
mostly just meth though.
 
I'm thinking we'll go cop a bun when the girlfriend gets out of work... and that's innnnnnn... just two hours! :)
 
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