I don't know where else to post so I'm just typing this out
I am tired of being fucking cold all the time. I'm worn out. I feel hungry, yet have no appetite and my stomach already feels weird. Bleh
I was in the city, could have called the dude for some delicious smack and booted myself up into heaven, but I didn't. This feeling like shit stuff is a great fucking reward for that.
Where's that smack fairy when you need her? Probably nodding off somewhere. Dumb bitch
^^
Just went through the same thing except..I totally gave in, hah. What I shouldn't have done is pick up any coke.. it's gonna be a long paranoid night for me. 8(
i'd really like to have some 'ludes and coke from 1980-ish but since that won't be happenin' some hydromorph inj would suffice...
*sigh*
oh well, am grateful for the distractions i do have...
-izzy