I only read to page 4 of this thread but is everyone here a guy?!?!?!?
I crave:
1) ketamine because I like its effects and I heard it can erase tolerances.
2) gabapentin because I know I like it OR pregabalin because I've heard it's a stronger version of the same thing and therefore I MIGHT like it?
3) Xanax, which I used to be addicted to, but only if I could take it to excess once (or a few times) without having a way of getting it thereafter so I wouldn't have to go through withdrawals again.
4) the strongest opiates I could lay hands on without having to inject them. I never have injected anything and I have way too much anxiety to ever do that without fear of dying.
5) some Adderal just for days I can't seem to get going in the morning.
6) oh crap I nearly forgot! I just LOVE cocaine. But I'd like to receive it in parcels of just non-lethal amounts per day because otherwise I'll just go on taking it forever.
Thank you for reading!