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What Are You CRAVING v. I wanna be sedated

Not really craving anything. Had a fun evening.

Hm, refreshing. Time to gtfo bluelight again before cravings start to surface. =D
 
When you get two grams of ketamine for basically nothing and end up being better than you were before. Mathematics.

/mmmm ketamine
 
Sleep, I think I'm experiencing microsleep at the moment. But I can't, I still have to finish today's practical notes & prepare tomorrow's practical...
 
This is fucked. I'm home atm for this wednesday afternoon, only to find there's still benzos in my room. Lorazepam & brotizolam. The latter being (one of) my fav.

I'm resisting the urge for now, but I can't seem to toss them either.
UGHHHH.
 
Pill2Chill said:
This is fucked. I'm home atm for this wednesday afternoon, only to find there's still benzos in my room. Lorazepam & brotizolam. The latter being (one of) my fav.

I'm resisting the urge for now, but I can't seem to toss them either.
UGHHHH.
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Imagine, for a second, that you've completely lost control over your body and actions. Close your eyes and toss 'em. It takes only a few seconds and then it's done.

Trying to resist an urge myself right now.
 
belligerent drunk said:
Imagine, for a second, that you've completely lost control over your body and actions. Close your eyes and toss 'em. It takes only a few seconds and then it's done.

Trying to resist an urge myself right now.
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Thanks for your good intentions, but that's easier said than done. Why'd it have to be brotizolam?! =D
 
That was a joke actually. I know how hard that would be. Well, on the other hand... a little high won't hurt you... wait this is a HR forum, my apologies, I forgot.
 
Nah, it wouldn't. But it's just.. I have to go back to rehab this evening, if I get caught (via urine analysis, at random times, but mostly after one has been away from rehab for an afternoon or weekend) I'll have to stay indoors there for 7 days. It's only been a few days since the 7 days from my last 'relapse' (that weekend when I went all out as a goodbye to drugs) and I just can't stand being indoors there all the time. Plus I think I'm likely to get tested more often than others. Seeing as the first weekend I was allowed to leave I had a heavy relapse. (3 or 4 different types of drugs, not counting different types of benzos). Also, I had to take a urine test this sunday after I had been indoors for a week. That's not common at all, so they must've suspected I was still using when I was there, which fortunately for me was untrue.

/e: how's that for motivation.. 8(
 
I was craving booze when I was at work last night and then when I got home I was too lazy to go out in the cold and get it, thank goodness.

Rn I'm craving opiates but I know I shouldn't/won't
 
Bro? TIZOLAM, no, but erhm, Pill? I've never managed to discard any drug, but I've managed to stay off of drugs for quite a while, while it was within arm's reach. Throwing them away is nearly impossible imo. I even still have the MDPV from when I tried that, while I'm not ever using it again, because I hated it the 3 times I used it.
 
Severely ill (not dopesick, a cold). I know a good opioid would fix me right up as it did yesterday, but I'm worried about the immunosupressing effect of morphine. Decisions, decisions...
 
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LearntYoung said:
Bro? TIZOLAM, no, but erhm, Pill? I've never managed to discard any drug, but I've managed to stay off of drugs for quite a while, while it was within arm's reach. Throwing them away is nearly impossible imo. I even still have the MDPV from when I tried that, while I'm not ever using it again, because I hated it the 3 times I used it.
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Even if it was your DOC? (I imagine that's amphetamines for you?) Could you lay off that for quite a while when it' within arm's reach?

Don't like MDPV? Hook a brother up. Hehe. It's a filthy drug, but damn.. That rush is pretty sweet. Only did it twice and no more than 30mg at a time. DIdn't experience much/if any of the horrible side effects commonly reported. But I guess that only happens after a binge and/or high doses.
 
Pill2Chill said:
Even if it was your DOC? (I imagine that's amphetamines for you?) Could you lay off that for quite a while when it' within arm's reach?

Don't like MDPV? Hook a brother up. Hehe. It's a filthy drug, but damn.. That rush is pretty sweet. Only did it twice and no more than 30mg at a time. DIdn't experience much/if any of the horrible side effects commonly reported. But I guess that only happens after a binge and/or high doses.
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It was my drug of choice, amphetamine, but also my anti-feels drug: Etizolam.
I didn't make it all the way through the planned break, but far enough.
 
I'm majorly lucky. I was about to buy at least a gram of MDPV back several years ago when it was legal in my province. I'm fucking glad I didn't mess with that shit. Having a gram (1000mg) of a substance active at ~10mg in the naive (which I was) and that is furthermore associated with extremely compulsive use could have fucked me up permanently.

I could go for a craft beer. Hook me up with a good drink, SirTophamHat!

I had the opportunity to get a benzo script last week, and I still crave it mildly at bedtime, but the depression and dulling effects it brings aren't worth it. And I sure as hell don't want to take a drug which basically stops working after 2-4 weeks for everything but keeping withdrawal away. And I may go crazy if I get off my meds (that's a fact, actually), but I won't die brutally.
 
My valium still works after 2 years... Ever try something with a long half life? Not to encourage a Benny habit, they're dangerous.

Ho Chi, if you are serious about the beer I could make that happen yknow.

:)

I'm craving no drug right now, just more money and time, which is a boring craving.
 
to not be sick... especially since i have to work for three days at a festival where the music doesn't stop the whole time tomorrow :|
 
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