During the day I'm normally pretty good... but come night time, when the methadone starts to ware off a bit maybe, I start thinking about dope way more.
I just went to the grocery store to pick up some staples and their beer section was absolutely STOCKED. A complete rarity for a Thursday night and it felt like I had walked into the twilight zone. I've barely had a drop to drink this past week so it got me craving pretty hard -_- I didn't have cash to spare at the moment and it was a truly teasing experience. Another day, I suppose. Real rough though.
I've got everything I need, but I'd love some good, fresh seafood chowder. Some amphetamines for when I get up would be pretty good, but that's not such a good idea for me.
I am craving kratom but I spent the last two night with high doses and I'm sure it would wreck hell on my tolerance to go for 3 days in a row like that. Still I wouldn't dose again till Tuesday. Will see how I hold out.