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What are you craving? v. Feel Good Hit of the Summer

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I want cocaine! I had a nice line of some good coca cola and now I just want more. Luckily it wasn't my coke so I can't binge! :D

word. somebody showed me a bag of coke the other day and didn't let me have any. I had a lengthy, vivid dream that night about doing tons of blow.
 
Yeah I wouldn't mind some more crack cocaine though rather have cocaine Hal. I had two little blasts and got feeling decent but couldn't take anymore since it wasn't mine. I got 3bags of dope and basically a nickle for driving my junkie friend to south Dallas (I'm in north Dallas) . I love being a driver and getting dope. Only way I wouls have injected h two days ago and tomorrow was cuz it was free and my friend is big IV user. I prepped my own shot since I think he doesn't do everything very he. I let him shoot me up since he knows how.and so I can learn. I might call him up tomorrow of I can't hit myself and bluelighters guides don't get myself to do t perfect. I'm glad I have 7 syringes incase I fuck up.no way will I ever reuse a needle.
 
I'm craving electrolytes.

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...and maybe another wax hit. =D
 
OMG what a coke-tease. Get it? Get it? Like cock tease!!! How are you gonna show someone a bag of coke and not share... that's just mean and bad karma...

yeah. and now since i can't get any coke, i've been craving meth, which, while still recreationally "better" than coke, there's just something about coke that makes me feel better than any other drug; the taste, the smell, and the overall ritual of snorting coke seems to enhance the high a lot. But meth is meth, and it's cheaper and more easily accessible overall, so whenever i get coke cravings, my mind immediately redirects it to meth cravings, which are more intense than the initial coke cravings. :|

The cravings got so intense that i plugged 60mg d-amphetamine to feel something similar to meth. not bad, but not meth.
 
People really seem to enjoy their Ketamine, huh? I only messed with it a few times and never craved it since... I had gotten two vials on separate occasions... The first was equine and it was incredibly strong... I was nervous that I would screw up the process, so I stood over top of the broiler stairing at the plate until crystals formed... Then I took a full length closet mirror and carved out lines about ten inches long for me and a couple dealer friends... I was tripping so hard that I couldn't speak... I thought I had a blue energy ball around my body that I culd shoot at people like a video game... It was a high that has never been equalled since but it wasn't really my cup of tea... I used to shoot dope in Bmore years ago and will always crave that needle full of brown sugar... It will always be my first and only love... Too bad she isn't legal or I would be a much happier bloke! What I wouldn't do to feel that little pop and warm rush again... Oh well, life must go on!
 
oxycodone and cigs. i fucked up while drunk and smoked a few cigs but not any so far todaay so ill be straight
 
craving the rock of smack i've got waiting to stick up my arm. had a nice cocktail to go camping with a mate but he pulled out so looks like i'll be going it alone.

going to head off soon and set up and get things rockin'!
 
Happiness. I'm stuck in this miserable loop of negative thoughts that makes me want to end it all.



Cheer up pal! It's probably the benzos bringing you down, making you feel worthless. (I saw you were taking very large doses.) Try normal doses, I tapered ~250mg diazepam/day to 10mg/day in 3 weeks while going cold turkey on 800mg tramadol/day at the same time. I'm not lecturing you at all, because I've been there. I speak from experience, I used to take ginormous amounts of all kinds of benzos, oxy, tramadol & tilidine and I too was suicidal and depressed.

If it's not the benzo's but the lack of benzos (or heroin) that's causing this I would advise therapy (This was suggested to me when I was in misery, I even tried it. Didn't work, I don't believe in that stuff, but it shows results in some, so why not try it?)

I had to get kicked out of my house by my parents before I fully realised I was heading down a very self-destructive path and I needed to change. Everybody can make it, believe in yourself!

The first steps towards curing depression are getting your thoughts straight and taking good care of yourself. By taking good care of yourself I mean you should keep your surroundings neat and clean, try to exercise, try moderation when using drugs. Take them for fun, not to forget. You should also try to eat a healthy diet. A healthy body isn't a healthy mind per sé, but it certainly helps.

Keyword against depression: Pride, you need to be able to say your proud of something you accomplished or are doing. This should give you the satisfaction that you're now looking for in drugs.

I still am depressed myself, but I'm doing so much better than around newyears. Depression doesn't "heal" overnight. Step out of that loop of misery (I know, it's hard) and please, please don't do anything stupid!!

I really hope you get back on your feet soon!! :)

Peace,
PTC


OT: GHB, but I'll probably have to go with alcohol because I don't have any GHB. booo.
 
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