buprenorphine*
*I've always wanted to actually experience recreational bupe, so I'm craving a dose at some future point when I have essentially no opiate tolerance at all. We're talking no opiates at all in 4-6months and then an appropriate dose of bupe. I want to feel what it has the potential for, and I think that an experiment like this might help rid me of some of the negative connotations I've built up in my mind around bupe (I've never felt anything "positive" from it; only removal of negatives. And then I associate it with fear of PWs, with stopping my DOC, with PAWS, etc). I have never even felt the light anti-depressant properties people speak of. I want to see the lighter side of this one.
Has anyone ever done this? Gone from using bupe for a while ONLY in situations where tolerance was already too high to feel anything good from it to experimenting it after an extended break from all opiates and riding it out like a genuine opiate high?
seeing as though getting high isn't the priority. 
