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What Are YOU Craving Right Now? v. What is a tolerance break?

I admit that I’m craving really anything that does interfere with my perception of everything that’s real, ok...but unfortunately just plain unimpressive n’ lame bullshit when sober and around me, the things I usually let go off - not because sum kinda physical/- psychological addiction, but not that tempting and way more true (and direct... - without simply just anything that dulls your objective perception of the reality, which is nothing more or less than the way, that everyone has to agree with and must accept and understand!).

So,...(put in your Substances of choice - I wouldn’t wanna dare questioning me hesitating even a millisecond to annihilate the stuff)!!!

:giggle:

No need to not smile - why shouldn’t I...?!?!?!?
 
Heroin....

Just rode past the cop spot on the train. Had me on edge, was hard not to stop by. My girlfriend needs this money though. The stuff i got there last week was good. Still thinking about those Nod's...
 
I wish I could take a really nice stim like Adderall. But I got 2 kidney stones last week and I suspect it was from stim use so I'm laying off. No more propylhexedrine ever, I have a feeling it was overuse of that mostly... maybe even just all that menthol. I'm about to turn 36, I'm not in my invincible 20s anymore I guess... ?
 
caffeine CAFFEINE COFFEE I NEED COFFEE AHHH

it's serious like I want it so bad but can't have so I need to wait

and I'm all DGAF and tired AF ughhhh please someone HALP *send beans*; I don't even need beans I have like five bags, varied and some are quite good. None of my favorite but I can live with that. I just want to get going so, so badly and I can't brew it yet. Oh god. Want so much.
 
Would love some coffee too but it's far too late in the day for caffeine; also some dabs.
 
yeah I am intentionally doing it this way on purpose

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craving satiated
 
New here and I have no clue how this works but I find it nice to have others that are constantly on the chase too. Some days I just want to say fuck it and get clean but then my chronic Buldging Disc reminds me that I am in a very messed up situation. Legit pain got me here....So what I'm I craving? Any opiate to take all of this away and allow me to smile again even if only for an HR.
 
I have to get strong to remain strong. I've never done anything heavy other than Pills. I have Subs someone gave me to see if that regimen would work and honestly, It taste like shit first of all and I don't like blisters under tongue. I still crave on 12mg of Subs...UGH... I'm good at putting on my suburban "Domestic" face.
 
Clonazepam

Really conflicted about filling my prescription this month. Last time sparked a 10 day drug binge that involved IV heroin and my girl was pissed. Ate a shit load of Methadone and pretty much Nodded constantly unless I was on Amphetamine. Drank like 50mls of 1,4 BDO.

But my junky ass still wants more...
 
I'm not into my Anti- Anxiety, I mean yeah they work for my severe Generalized Anxiety Disorder but I never crave them. Straight Opiate cravings for me. I don't misuse them anymore but what I am prescribed isn't enough to even touch me. My husband keeps them locked up and gives me one in the AM and one at 8pm. If he didn't the bottle would run out early.
 
I keep cycling through grief, anger, sadness, numbness and so on. I should probably take half a bar or even just a quarter of one to even out but I'm not going to. I feel like shit. I think I'm just going to lie down and listen to music.
 
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