FaithinThedevil
Bluelighter
Which group are you referring tooI know a group to talk about something
Which group are you referring tooI know a group to talk about something
I couldn't have said it better myself. You hit every nail on the head it's great, when it's great. I also believe it sucks how highly addictive it is. When I started in the '80s as mother's helper to get me to be the best mom and best housewife and best worker I could be. 30+ years later I'm a normal looking Mom and Grandma who secretly is still smoking her meth because it just takes a hold and you don't even realize it until you do.The negative consequences for me are pretty clear.
Meth makes me a loner and unsociable (because nobody else I know takes drugs I stick clear of them when high)
Meth affects my cognitive skills especially memory but also my ability to write (my job involves a lot of writing)
Meth makes me forget what rthe fuck I am supposed to be doing that day (this can occur multiple days in a row leading to very low professional productivity)
Meth makes me spend a lot of money chasing sex to mix with my meth
Meth has killed all of the veins in both my arms
Meth makes me unnaturally emotional and cry frequently during comedown (this is weird because often no context for crying)
Meth prevents treatment for my psychological / psychiatric problems working properly
Meth makes me immune to meth meaning I use over a gram a day (which is pointless and expensive but probably also physically dangerous)
Meth gives me a feeling of powerlessness because I cannot say no for verfy long (this is bad for my self-esteem)
Besides all of that I think its a wonder drug!
fucken oath, ive been using since the late 90s, and still when I smoke now, 'load the pipe once or twice, put in it away its a seretoin dump, you aint getting higher' but unless i can distract myself I'll be puffing all night long. It whats more as you smoke more you can almost feel it taking the shine off. But my point here is - for the brain there's nothing like it and it says:Changes to the brain induced by long term meth usage persist for a decade or longer
Once you come off meth you will always be prone/addicted to meth usage for all that time