Dear life,
What am I going to do? The days keep passing buy and I keep thinking about the end. Today is December 7th, I have until the 16th to have all of my stuff packed and to be out of my current living situation.
This morning I did call 2 numbers that a friend gave me. The first number I called was a hospital they want $1,300 up front, and I don't have that kind of money. The only money that I could maybe scratch up is enough for a bus pass. Not a Greyhound buss ticket, just a local city ticket. If worst comes to worse I'm going to use that money, that big ole $0.35 to buy a ticket and get me as fucking far away from here as possible. I know of a homeless shelter about 10-15 miles from where I am living right now.
I did contact another place here in town, it's a place I could go to, except they want $75.00. They saied that they could "bill" me, but that is just for the intake fee to see if I even qualify for this place. That really doesn't promise me anything. If I do "make the cut" then I will have to wait another 2-3 weeks, and they require $250.00 for treatment. That's not as bad as the first place, but I still have 2-3 more places to call, and hopefully my friend will get me some more information about getting government help.
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So here I am, sitting here in the school cafeteria eating crackers. It is better than nothing.
I did get creative and made a lemon aid drink with about 10 lemon packets, and 7 things of sugar. LOL
yeah I can laugh about it because I feel so mischievous making it, along with taking hand fulls of crackers. "TAKE THAT SOCIETY"!!Muwahahaha!
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Anyways I tried selling back my book to the school and guess how much it is worth? $0.00. zero dollars, I was all happy that I had a book to sale, I was so planning to walk across the street to burger king n get like as many of those $1.00 cheese burgers as I can fit in my mouth lol.
Nope, not gonna happen tho.
Another one of my best friends on blulite sent me a lil moneys i think,and if its enough to get grochie I'm going to walk to wallmart and get some veggies! and fruit!! and some noodles!! and some mystery meat for protein(i hope lol),
I am grateful that I havn't touched a drink or drug since 11/14/09.amen
(i will keep adding things as I think of stuff to add.)
What am I going to do? The days keep passing buy and I keep thinking about the end. Today is December 7th, I have until the 16th to have all of my stuff packed and to be out of my current living situation.
This morning I did call 2 numbers that a friend gave me. The first number I called was a hospital they want $1,300 up front, and I don't have that kind of money. The only money that I could maybe scratch up is enough for a bus pass. Not a Greyhound buss ticket, just a local city ticket. If worst comes to worse I'm going to use that money, that big ole $0.35 to buy a ticket and get me as fucking far away from here as possible. I know of a homeless shelter about 10-15 miles from where I am living right now.
I did contact another place here in town, it's a place I could go to, except they want $75.00. They saied that they could "bill" me, but that is just for the intake fee to see if I even qualify for this place. That really doesn't promise me anything. If I do "make the cut" then I will have to wait another 2-3 weeks, and they require $250.00 for treatment. That's not as bad as the first place, but I still have 2-3 more places to call, and hopefully my friend will get me some more information about getting government help.
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So here I am, sitting here in the school cafeteria eating crackers. It is better than nothing.
I did get creative and made a lemon aid drink with about 10 lemon packets, and 7 things of sugar. LOL
yeah I can laugh about it because I feel so mischievous making it, along with taking hand fulls of crackers. "TAKE THAT SOCIETY"!!Muwahahaha!
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Anyways I tried selling back my book to the school and guess how much it is worth? $0.00. zero dollars, I was all happy that I had a book to sale, I was so planning to walk across the street to burger king n get like as many of those $1.00 cheese burgers as I can fit in my mouth lol.
Nope, not gonna happen tho.
Another one of my best friends on blulite sent me a lil moneys i think,and if its enough to get grochie I'm going to walk to wallmart and get some veggies! and fruit!! and some noodles!! and some mystery meat for protein(i hope lol),
I am grateful that I havn't touched a drink or drug since 11/14/09.amen
(i will keep adding things as I think of stuff to add.)