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What age do you think you will die?

sorry, i didn't mean to gloss it over, it is true. my brain just gets stuck when those things get mentioned as physics. mostly my penickityness, which is actual a useful quality for coherent metaphysical investigations.
 
You were only mocking him because you're closed minded Samhain.
 
We're not here for a long time, we're here for a good time. My life motto. I don't care when I go, I do care HOW i die, no (drowning, OD, etc.) but a preferably peaceful death.
 
mikemikenj said:
We're not here for a long time, we're here for a good time. My life motto.
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Good shout.

I have no real fear of dying, I don't want to die right now but I don't really care about it because I believe when you're dead - you're dead, there's nothing after that, you're just gone. So you won't even know about it. I'd hate to end up a pure vegetable though, fuck that shit, if I can't function properly & life isn't fun then I wouldn't want to be alive.
 
parttime crackhead said:
I have no real fear of dying, I don't want to die right now but I don't really care about it because I believe when you're dead - you're dead, there's nothing after that, you're just gone. So you won't even know about it. I'd hate to end up a pure vegetable though, fuck that shit, if I can't function properly & life isn't fun then I wouldn't want to be alive.
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this.

to be honest i dont wanna live until im quite old, the thought of ending up losing my mind in some old peoples home isn't something i want to experience. also the way some people get treated in those homes is disgusting. the amount of abuse ive given my body over the years has probably knocked a good few years off my life, but fuckit... as mikemikenj said, here for a good time not a long time =D
 
nomy said:
my experience is that it's a shifting perception. When I was in my teens it was 40, then in my 30's it was 50-60,
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yeah, it changes, I couldn't imagine making t to 30, then 40, etc, I'm only 41 now, think I should start laying off the stims a bit, I don't drink a lot any more, every night, but only small amounts usually. Smoke, spliffs....:D

TBH I spent most of my 30's getting more and more pain from my hips and less and less mobility, sex wasn't great, manageable, but you need good hips for good sex, couldn't go out dancin, couldn't run round with me son etc....At some point in me late 30's I honestly thought my life might as well be over, I could just see a future of disability and pain and didn't know how to deal woth it...

To me, death is death, the end, end of conciousness, end of awareness, end of Ego....

Anyway, yeah, I feel beter now than most of me 30's, death doesn't enter into it, I get more out of life now than I have for years, I feel more confident, and 18 months on from me hip replacements I got full on snake hips, can ski, surf, climb, fuck, only thing I can't do is bungee jump.

When do have to knock stims on the head?

I'm 41, 6ft, 11 and a half stone, and fit....and i eat and sleep really well too....adn I'm happy and very very low stress person.

blah blah blah.....8)

what was the qestion?
 
Mugz said:
I'll definitely agree with that statement :D
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nah he just likes to give that impression.

i'm actually quite upset that the Satan guy hasn't come back. its poor harm reduction to state that evil is everywhere but not tell us how to recognise it or defeat it. i could literally be getting possessed right now and would have no idea how to defend myself.
 
TheSpade said:
Fucking cheery thread this. As everyone knows quite a few rockstars died at 27 and me being about as rock n roll as they get will surely be the same, shame because I'm 27 later this year and just not ready to die. ;)
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Wheyyy I've got... just under a month and year left then! :D
W00p!
 
I have no real fear of dying, I don't want to die right now but I don't really care about it because I believe when you're dead - you're dead, there's nothing after that, you're just gone. So you won't even know about it. I'd hate to end up a pure vegetable though, fuck that shit, if I can't function properly & life isn't fun then I wouldn't want to be alive.
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I wouldn't say I'm scared of dying BUT there's so much I still want to do in life and I don't want to die knowing I haven't done most of it, fuck dying anytime soon like. Fuck knowing you are dying too.
 
I've not got any fear of death, is funny though as it is for the opposite reasons to crackhead. I believe that after death our conciousness stays around but out of the body, in a non physical realm of existence or something like that. I would like to live as much of my physical life in happiness and peace but am not afraid of dying and leaving the physical world behind.
 
SamhainGrim said:
David Icke
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Ugh.

Very interesting conversation going on here re religion etc. Quite intriguing to watch in my current state.

I'm aiming for my mid-80s. All of my elder family members on each my maternal and paternal sides of my family have lived well into their 80's so in the hope that I'm neither murdered nor killed off due to fatal illness or rduccident I see no discernible reason for what would be any earlier a passing on.

Life truly is beautiful behind the pain no matter how difficult it can appear to be to carry on at times and so I want to live as long as possible of me. Who knows what, if anything awaits us after this place...

Given the choice of everlasting life (with the option of ending it painlessly at a chosen point) who would accept?
 
endlessnameless said:
Given the choice of everlasting life (with the option of ending it painlessly at a chosen point) who would accept?
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I would only accept it if I could share it with someone that I loved or it would be too painful to watch everyone that you love die while you were still alive.
 
Mugz said:
I've not got any fear of death, is funny though as it is for the opposite reasons to crackhead. I believe that after death our conciousness stays around but out of the body, in a non physical realm of existence or something like that. I would like to live as much of my physical life in happiness and peace but am not afraid of dying and leaving the physical world behind.
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I'm more scared of the unknown I suppose..
I'd like to think that when we die our consciousness goes back to a "massive ball" consciousness, where it came from. But I know that's a load of bollocks =D

Then again, you never know... I'm scared!
 
monstanoodle said:
I'm more scared of the unknown I suppose..
I'd like to think that when we die our consciousness goes back to a "massive ball" consciousness, where it came from. But I know that's a load of bollocks =D
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I was reading Brian Cox (that television science guy) talking about whether you "live on" and he said one of the concepts of entropy is that nature always tends from order to disorder - which needs the least amount of energy. So why would nature create something that "lives on" that needs order once you die. The obvious thing is you just stop existing.

But then again I have seen dogs go into rooms where their loved ones died and instantly become upset so I would have to ask Brian Cox to answer that and stay fashionable.
 
I guess is it a tiny bit frightening, "the unknown" but I don't feel as though there is anything we can do to change what is going to happen after we die, I could be totally wrong, crackhead could be totally wrong, you could be totally wrong, we could all be wrong and when we die we could just wake up in our beds from a really long dream. I just don't see the point in worrying about something that can't be changed.

Is nice to have a belief that is more pleasant though rather than those that are scared they will be sent to hell if they don't conform to the organised religion that has been created for them.
 
For me, I just feel religion is a comfort blanket used by some to protect themselves from the cold reality of that infinitesimally small arrow hanging in the black, empty, infinite vastness of space pointing at us saying You Are Here. You Are Alone. But it's OK, It Won't Last Long.

But that's perfectly fine. Whatever makes your ride through life more comfortable is fine by me. But it's still nice to know that we are all pretty much immortal anyway. At least at an atomic level. And I'm not being flippant. I actually take comfort in that thought, and that's how I deal with our unimportance in the grand cosmic backdrop; that we will all continue to be a part of the universe till the end of time.

Slightly back OT...If there's one thing I've learned, it's never to assume the best years are behind you. That's been the monkey on my back all my life. It kind of makes a mockery and highlights just how wasteful that thought was as I remember back to my early 20's, and how I thought it was all downhill from there. In fact my 20's were shit, but my 30's were amazing, and my 40's even better as I became a father (again) at 40.

But remember, we are the lucky 6% - the amount of people alive today as a percentage of the whole of humanity - or something like that. So it's not so much when we die, as how we live. We owe it to those 94% who've had their turn. And I guess that's why I like drugs =D
 
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