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what a mess i am

hrm0418

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Jan 19, 2011
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Well, I'm certain in in the wrong forum for this, but I need to let loose. I feel like I'm losing my mind. My husband is on his way to Afghanistan for a year. I'm recovering from a near fatal staph infection, I'm stressed about $ because I haven't been able to work since October when I got sick. Im a chronic pain patient who is currently undermedicated and barely functional. I just joined this site tonight to ask for advice and my thread was closed because whoever the moderator is thought I was trying to find drugs for recreational use. I started crying. It doesn't take much to make me cry these days and I'm getting sick of it. If anyone bothered to read this rant about my pity party, thank you
 
Good luck for you! Hope everything turns out ok!

But do you, your husband, me and everyone else except money making fat cats a favour and talk your husband out of being in the army.. shits fucked up. They have no right being there. It's all about profit and power. Profit and power.
 
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