went for more, ended with less

[harraser]

Today I met him,the one you chose over me
I tried to hate him, to find a flaw you didnt see
He was a nice guy, nothing really special
Just like all the others, he was freindly and safe
If youd taken the chance we'd still be talking
If I'd kept my mouth shut we'd still be freinds
You told me you were afraid to lose our freindship
I laughed and said something banal
I told you you couldnt lose me if you tried
But I was wrong, the freindships gone
Im left feeling empty and bewildered
I wish I knew how you felt
Im tired.....
"lay back and let me show you another way"

 

[barefoot raver]

that last line was intriguing.

 

[harraser]

dont try to figure it out it has personal meaning but none that holds any logic
4 Degrees:
"Get up and free yourself from yourself. Locked up inside you, like the calm beneath castles, is a cavern of treasures that no one has been to. Let's go digging. Bring it out to take you back in. You won't do what you'd like to do. Lay back and let me show you another way. I'll kill what you want me to, take what's left and eat it. Take all or nothing. Life's just too short to push it away. Take it all. Take it all in. All the way in. Let it go. Let it go in. You won't feel what you'd like to feel. Lay back and let me show you another way. If you knock me down I'll come back running, knock you down, it won't be long now All the way in. All the way. Take it up higher. 4 degrees warmer. Give in now and let me in. You'll like this in Don't pull it out. It brings us closer than dying and cancer and crying. Come on. You can take it all. Just like that."
-TOOL
[This message has been edited by harraser (edited 30 November 2001).]

 

[E-girl]

at any rate, i liked it. and i can totally relate. sometimes things turn out unlike you expected them to.
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