Take a note from your own post gstar "Your dreams are only dreams if you don't have the balls to take them through. We can all sit there thinking about this and that and what could have been. Get off your arse and make it happen. I did. It might all come crashing down at some point, but at least you can say with a smile on your face say "at least I fucking tried" instead of wanking your life away playing donky kong in the local chippy.. "
it doesn't take balls to kill yourself so grab your balls and stop being so fucking stupid.
It takes balls to keep going when the world seems like it is against you and nothing is going in your favour. No matter how shit life can be at times it does get better.
Gstar, i moderated your original thread as you was just getting asked for links to your stream etc in a.joking fashion.. if this is genuine then maybe talk this through please.
Can well all talk this through properly please people.
Heres a link to The Dark Side Suicide Sticky for more support on the matter for Gstar or anybody else feeling like theres no option left, when really, theres infinite. Its good to talk