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Well, I'm sober, officially

Eh, I've been doing more things outdoors [hiking and such]. I plan to go fishing and I should be employed very soon...
However, nothing has gotten better. I feel like there's no point in trying and would rather do benzos until my time is up rather than live a life of hell.

I guess I'm kind of proud I've stayed away from my doc, clonazepam, for nearly 6 months.
 
I feel you bro drugs will prob kill me one day and im cool with it. Week clean now only cuz I want a new car. I love drugs too much and they love me. Lived tnhard and fast to know any other way

Good luck
 
nygiants1313 said:
I feel you bro drugs will prob kill me one day and im cool with it. Week clean now only cuz I want a new car. I love drugs too much and they love me. Lived tnhard and fast to know any other way

Good luck
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Thanks for .. the good luck. haha.

I hope one day you will stop taking drugs and find enjoyment elsewhere, as do I, for myself.

I know 100% it's possible, I just have not figured it out yet.. I really don't mind taking drugs every now and then but that's still not being clean.
 
Lol my bad i was in a shitty mood. Don't let the guilt over run you man, just look at it like you were on a diet. And had a cheat day. No biggie, we are all somewhat human lol and fuck up once in a while. If you can gain knowledge and learn just a tiny bit about yourself from the mess up then it's not really a mess up. Idk we will all get there one day hopefully. Keep up the good fight!!
 
nygiants1313 said:
Lol my bad i was in a shitty mood. Don't let the guilt over run you man, just look at it like you were on a diet. And had a cheat day. No biggie, we are all somewhat human lol and fuck up once in a while. If you can gain knowledge and learn just a tiny bit about yourself from the mess up then it's not really a mess up. Idk we will all get there one day hopefully. Keep up the good fight!!
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Yeah, I'd say I've already learned quite a bit.
And I've gained tremendous amounts of control. I don't see myself using needles again or abusing benzos like a mad man.
 
I've given up on the 100% sober venture. Haha. Not working too well.

I've gained a lot of control.... and am in a better mood when I'm not on anything.
 
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