delphinova
Greenlighter
Hello, i am 41 year old mom, i am new and i have a huge ADHD lollll 
plus i am a french Québécoise so i dont speak english very well! So sorry in advance!
I love this website, i read a lot about Strattera wich i am on since the last 2 months (80mg/day) but i want to switch to wellbutrin because strattera seems not to work more than stimulants ( i tryed ritalin, addheral, vyvanse and biphentin, concerta and it was all the same for me: generate TOO MUCH anxiety)...
I hate speed (maybe thats why i didn't like stimulants) it make me agressive and i loose my smile...But i like good quality cocaine especially after a great super with good wine ( dont know why but the fist line after a great meal is just perfect) from the age of 12 to 17 i tried every thing but crack and E\MDMA\SPEED( was not realy on the market yet) so i did all the rest, shoots of H and C, did acid, TH, mescaline, mushrooms i even sniff glue llololllll....I was extremey curious! I never got hooked on anything really because drugs are funny but they mess your skin, theeth, digestion, periods, relations, etc and i like a good mood, and being heathy,not feeling sick. I love my family also and didnt want to disappoint them by hurting my self...( not too much )
So from 17 to 30 years old i was totaly clean, spontainousely not interested in drug or alcohol at all, studying, having a baby and a family life...At 30 i found my self bored of being too straight and wanted to try something crazy, went on my first big rave.
It was not a good experience - end up in hospital, miserable lolllll
But thats when i learned that i wasn't like my friends and speed was defenitely not for me.
So i did many "tests" with E , ghb, keta ( hi tolerance), MDMA , i tried cocaine 4 years ago to please my new boy friend and i suprisely love it! ( i use to hate it as much as speed) thats the only thing I like now with a little alcohol and sometime ( rarely) GHB for a private crazy night with the man i love since. We are happy together straight or high and we respect the way the other feels about it, i take less stuff then him, but he is very reasonable.
SO, my big concern actually is to find a way to help for my adhd and still being able to party sometimes. i dont smoke weed ( makes me paranoid) and with Strattera i found that Cocaine in not as good as before and i feel weird for 3 days after ( mood swings!!)...Hope willbutrin will help me with my anxiety\light depression and won't eliminate the effect of C. or make me nauseous with alcohol like with Stratera.
lots of contradiction about mixing wellbutrin and Cocaine on the forums, i am a little lost so if someone could tell me does it enhance or kills the the C buzz?
Well c'est tout pour moi!
Delphinova
plus i am a french Québécoise so i dont speak english very well! So sorry in advance!I love this website, i read a lot about Strattera wich i am on since the last 2 months (80mg/day) but i want to switch to wellbutrin because strattera seems not to work more than stimulants ( i tryed ritalin, addheral, vyvanse and biphentin, concerta and it was all the same for me: generate TOO MUCH anxiety)...
I hate speed (maybe thats why i didn't like stimulants) it make me agressive and i loose my smile...But i like good quality cocaine especially after a great super with good wine ( dont know why but the fist line after a great meal is just perfect) from the age of 12 to 17 i tried every thing but crack and E\MDMA\SPEED( was not realy on the market yet) so i did all the rest, shoots of H and C, did acid, TH, mescaline, mushrooms i even sniff glue llololllll....I was extremey curious! I never got hooked on anything really because drugs are funny but they mess your skin, theeth, digestion, periods, relations, etc and i like a good mood, and being heathy,not feeling sick. I love my family also and didnt want to disappoint them by hurting my self...( not too much
)So from 17 to 30 years old i was totaly clean, spontainousely not interested in drug or alcohol at all, studying, having a baby and a family life...At 30 i found my self bored of being too straight and wanted to try something crazy, went on my first big rave.
It was not a good experience - end up in hospital, miserable lolllll
But thats when i learned that i wasn't like my friends and speed was defenitely not for me.
So i did many "tests" with E , ghb, keta ( hi tolerance), MDMA , i tried cocaine 4 years ago to please my new boy friend and i suprisely love it! ( i use to hate it as much as speed) thats the only thing I like now with a little alcohol and sometime ( rarely) GHB for a private crazy night with the man i love since. We are happy together straight or high and we respect the way the other feels about it, i take less stuff then him, but he is very reasonable.
SO, my big concern actually is to find a way to help for my adhd and still being able to party sometimes. i dont smoke weed ( makes me paranoid) and with Strattera i found that Cocaine in not as good as before and i feel weird for 3 days after ( mood swings!!)...Hope willbutrin will help me with my anxiety\light depression and won't eliminate the effect of C. or make me nauseous with alcohol like with Stratera.
lots of contradiction about mixing wellbutrin and Cocaine on the forums, i am a little lost so if someone could tell me does it enhance or kills the the C buzz?
Well c'est tout pour moi!
Delphinova
