This story is all over place and I apologize but I tried my best to put in some things about my past usage and side affects that I get, to try and make sense of this for you and for myself and that this is nothing I have ever experienced before while on MDMA.
So I decided to do molly last night with my best friend and boyfriend. The last time I did it was December 27th, at a 2day event. I only popped the second day and smoked only weed the first day.
I’ve been doing MDMA for about 4 years now (since I was 17). My usual dose for a good night is 1 cap. So .10mg I believe? I’ve only ever had 2 dealers and they both are LONG time friends of mine and they always give me the same amount in each cap so my highs are usually around the same intensity.
So last night when I felt the come up creeping towards me I ended up puking a bit of water up but after that I was fine (I usually get nauseous and puke right before my peak). Then when all our peaks hit, around an hour later, around the same time, we all did another one to keep the high long and strong. It was the most intense high I’ve ever felt.
I’ve come far in the MDMA life, from experiencing meth mixed in, to having to do at least 5 caps in one night to feel my high as I was of course stupid at the young age I was at and was still kind of new to the whole thing, controlling my doses ect., but with that being said I have learned my mistakes and am usually always cautious when doing Molly, making sure I have at least a 2 month break before another roll, always drink a decent amount of water, I even like smoking weed as it makes everything a little less fuzzy to look at, which makes me feel more aware of the things going on around me.
so after we all took the second cap my best friend had her little puke moment as well (she never gets those so it was a bit scary for her) and then we were good for the rest of the night, although I had 1 problem that has lead me to coming here in search for help.
my legs, specifically my left leg, was quite literally spasming for my entire trip which went from 10:30pm to around 5am. So for 6 and a half hours my one leg would just shake uncontrollably.
I was also having really bad ringing in my ear every time I would get up to use the bathroom. But the music was at a decently quiet volume in my room.
so after we started feeling our come down hours later, I smoked a couple bowls of weed bc it usually just knocks my ass out and I can sleep, but last night, every time I was about to fall asleep, my leg would start spasming like crazy again so I felt like I didn’t even sleep, almost as if I just held my eyes closed for a couple hours. I stopped trying to sleep around noon after the annoyance of already trying to sleep multiple times but not being able to, and I just didn’t wanna deal with trying again and again only to be awaken by my stupid leg. I was super exhausted this morning (still am) and I have a lot of stomach cramping, which is also usually a norm for me but it’s a bit more on the intense side today.
Then at around 3pm I tried to sleep again and I got the exact same thing, crazy leg twitching. Does anyone know why this is happening or even happened at all? My guess is gonna be that my body was NOT ready for the dose I took bc I had gotten used to only having to take 1 cap after the whole meth and dosing thing I had mentioned earlier, so I think it was just a bit too much for my body. I’ll definitely update yall in the next couple days to tell you if it has stopped or not.
I’m kind of worried about how sleeping is gonna go tonight but I would really love some feedback on what you think it might be or maybe even some suggestions to stop it
So I decided to do molly last night with my best friend and boyfriend. The last time I did it was December 27th, at a 2day event. I only popped the second day and smoked only weed the first day.
I’ve been doing MDMA for about 4 years now (since I was 17). My usual dose for a good night is 1 cap. So .10mg I believe? I’ve only ever had 2 dealers and they both are LONG time friends of mine and they always give me the same amount in each cap so my highs are usually around the same intensity.
So last night when I felt the come up creeping towards me I ended up puking a bit of water up but after that I was fine (I usually get nauseous and puke right before my peak). Then when all our peaks hit, around an hour later, around the same time, we all did another one to keep the high long and strong. It was the most intense high I’ve ever felt.
I’ve come far in the MDMA life, from experiencing meth mixed in, to having to do at least 5 caps in one night to feel my high as I was of course stupid at the young age I was at and was still kind of new to the whole thing, controlling my doses ect., but with that being said I have learned my mistakes and am usually always cautious when doing Molly, making sure I have at least a 2 month break before another roll, always drink a decent amount of water, I even like smoking weed as it makes everything a little less fuzzy to look at, which makes me feel more aware of the things going on around me.
so after we all took the second cap my best friend had her little puke moment as well (she never gets those so it was a bit scary for her) and then we were good for the rest of the night, although I had 1 problem that has lead me to coming here in search for help.
my legs, specifically my left leg, was quite literally spasming for my entire trip which went from 10:30pm to around 5am. So for 6 and a half hours my one leg would just shake uncontrollably.
I was also having really bad ringing in my ear every time I would get up to use the bathroom. But the music was at a decently quiet volume in my room.
so after we started feeling our come down hours later, I smoked a couple bowls of weed bc it usually just knocks my ass out and I can sleep, but last night, every time I was about to fall asleep, my leg would start spasming like crazy again so I felt like I didn’t even sleep, almost as if I just held my eyes closed for a couple hours. I stopped trying to sleep around noon after the annoyance of already trying to sleep multiple times but not being able to, and I just didn’t wanna deal with trying again and again only to be awaken by my stupid leg. I was super exhausted this morning (still am) and I have a lot of stomach cramping, which is also usually a norm for me but it’s a bit more on the intense side today.
Then at around 3pm I tried to sleep again and I got the exact same thing, crazy leg twitching. Does anyone know why this is happening or even happened at all? My guess is gonna be that my body was NOT ready for the dose I took bc I had gotten used to only having to take 1 cap after the whole meth and dosing thing I had mentioned earlier, so I think it was just a bit too much for my body. I’ll definitely update yall in the next couple days to tell you if it has stopped or not.
I’m kind of worried about how sleeping is gonna go tonight but I would really love some feedback on what you think it might be or maybe even some suggestions to stop it
