Jewel
Greenlighter
Hello all, haven't been here in a while.
I took a break from rolling for a while (~ a year), but my boyfriend and I got our hands on some (supposed) molly and did it last night. I've pretty much only eaten pressed pills before so I wasn't too sure what to expect- though I figured it would just be a more amazing version of past experiences (everything feels amazing, music is amazing, sex is amazing, talking is amazing. Everything = AMAZING). But I was a little disappointed, could it be because we ate within 3 hours beforehand? I'm think maybe we didn't take molly at all. Another friend just described it as "mellow," so we took it not thinking much more about it... wasn't a bad experience, but unexpected.
We ate the first capsule (gel cap with white powder in it, kind of fluffy with a few sparkly bits in it) around 8pm. Felt almost nothing for about 90 minutes, then we started getting a little chatty. Around 10 or 1015 we started feeling a little better-- had some fun sex, cuddled a bit, got very squirmy, some eye wiggles-- but the experience was very different than usual. I felt really content, but that awesome feeling you get from empathogens just wasn't there. Which I thought was weird, since even rolling with people I don't love I've still always experienced that fabulous drug induced connection-- and with my boyfriend it's always been way more intensified. Also, things didn't feel amazing. My sense of touch wasn't heightened, music didn't sound too much better than usual. Around 11 we took a second capsule, figuring that maybe the stuff was just really cut (the slight tongue numbness when tasting it made me think there was something else in it, since I've always known pills to just be bitter as hell). Still, the feelings didn't intensify. Then at some point we were floored-- really, really, tired. Mentally it was weird, I almost felt less connection to my boyfriend that usual, and my thoughts were sort of racing-- but my body was totally calm, the feeling was a sense of overall happy sleepiness, mixed with weird anxiety. My mind was paranoid but my body felt serene. I started getting a little mental (like "I'm on mdma and don't feel a connection to my boyfriend of 5 years? maybe we shouldn't be together?"), but mentally talked myself out of it ("you took an unknown powder, chill the fuck out"). The sleepiness subsided and we had some more sex... which is always nice, but it wasn't MDMA AMAZING. Something else weird, we were both able to orgasm. I NEVER can on ecstasy. Also, we both kept phasing in and out-- sometimes we felt sober, other times really high, but never like we were rolling, never felt a peak. We were able to sleep by around 3:30. No afterglow today, which was kind of a bummer.
Could the weird experience have been caused by the fact that we ate like 2 or 3 hours before? I figured would delay the onset, but not kill the roll. My thought is that we didn't take MDMA, but I've never taken molly before, so maybe it just doesn't sit right with me? Has anyone else here had an experience like this from molly? Or some other substance?
I took a break from rolling for a while (~ a year), but my boyfriend and I got our hands on some (supposed) molly and did it last night. I've pretty much only eaten pressed pills before so I wasn't too sure what to expect- though I figured it would just be a more amazing version of past experiences (everything feels amazing, music is amazing, sex is amazing, talking is amazing. Everything = AMAZING). But I was a little disappointed, could it be because we ate within 3 hours beforehand? I'm think maybe we didn't take molly at all. Another friend just described it as "mellow," so we took it not thinking much more about it... wasn't a bad experience, but unexpected.
We ate the first capsule (gel cap with white powder in it, kind of fluffy with a few sparkly bits in it) around 8pm. Felt almost nothing for about 90 minutes, then we started getting a little chatty. Around 10 or 1015 we started feeling a little better-- had some fun sex, cuddled a bit, got very squirmy, some eye wiggles-- but the experience was very different than usual. I felt really content, but that awesome feeling you get from empathogens just wasn't there. Which I thought was weird, since even rolling with people I don't love I've still always experienced that fabulous drug induced connection-- and with my boyfriend it's always been way more intensified. Also, things didn't feel amazing. My sense of touch wasn't heightened, music didn't sound too much better than usual. Around 11 we took a second capsule, figuring that maybe the stuff was just really cut (the slight tongue numbness when tasting it made me think there was something else in it, since I've always known pills to just be bitter as hell). Still, the feelings didn't intensify. Then at some point we were floored-- really, really, tired. Mentally it was weird, I almost felt less connection to my boyfriend that usual, and my thoughts were sort of racing-- but my body was totally calm, the feeling was a sense of overall happy sleepiness, mixed with weird anxiety. My mind was paranoid but my body felt serene. I started getting a little mental (like "I'm on mdma and don't feel a connection to my boyfriend of 5 years? maybe we shouldn't be together?"), but mentally talked myself out of it ("you took an unknown powder, chill the fuck out"). The sleepiness subsided and we had some more sex... which is always nice, but it wasn't MDMA AMAZING. Something else weird, we were both able to orgasm. I NEVER can on ecstasy. Also, we both kept phasing in and out-- sometimes we felt sober, other times really high, but never like we were rolling, never felt a peak. We were able to sleep by around 3:30. No afterglow today, which was kind of a bummer.
Could the weird experience have been caused by the fact that we ate like 2 or 3 hours before? I figured would delay the onset, but not kill the roll. My thought is that we didn't take MDMA, but I've never taken molly before, so maybe it just doesn't sit right with me? Has anyone else here had an experience like this from molly? Or some other substance?
