CharlieWaffles
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Hi everyone. I am brand new here, so obviously, if I have posted in the wrong forum, I apologize in advance.
I really need some help with getting off of suboxone and I have read a million different threads about it and it seems like it is different for everyone. So I am trying to find someone that can help that maybe has a similar reaction to subs as I do.
I have been on for almost 3 years. Had a hardcore Oxy addiction before hand and to be honest, subs saved my life at the time. But lately I have been noticing more an more side effects of the suboxone. No energy, motivation, drive etc. I have developed a heart arythmia (not sure if that is sub related or not), losing hair a rapid rate. Really the biggest issue for me right now is that I have trouble holding a job. I have trouble sleeping, waking up (I will sleep right through my alarm clock) anyways, I know it is time to be done with these.
Now Some people I read talk about how they were in WD's for a month after they quit and that is what really freaks me out.
I started with 3 to 4 tabs a day and got all the way done to 4 mg a day about 4 months ago. I recently started taking more (stupid move) because I thought it might help me at work. so basically right now I am at 12 mg a day of suboxone. I know I can get back down to 4mg in a week or week and a half. I did it last time and was able to hold firm for 3 to 4 months or longer.
Here is how it effects me, as I know it is different for everyone.
I will feel withdrawals in less than 8 to 12 hours, no matter how many I take. If I take 1 in the morning, by afternoon, I get constant yawning, and intense sleepiness, restless legs, runny nose etc. My doctor said that it is impossible due to the half life being 72 hours, but I know for sure as I have tested it many times. I take a 4 to 6 mg in the morning and 6 to 8mg at night depending. If I took all of that in the morning, I would feel WD'S by 6 or 7 at night, so that is why I spread it out.
Here is my deal. I recently got a job that I have been pushing for a real long time. I do not start for 35 days or so and I want to try and get off in that time. Is it possible to do a fast ween and then go the last 10 to 15 days without anything and be healthy enough to be effective at work? I don't know if that is possible or not.
I am hoping that since I hit WD's fast that it means it goes throught my body fairly quickly.
Any ideas here?
Also, one other thing that I have been thinking about and I know it is counter productive in a sense, but I was thinking about stopping the subs all together and just going on morphine for 2 to 3 weeks. I used to use subs to get clean in 4 or 5 days all of the time and i was thinking that maybe 3 weeks off of subs would be enough while using morph (which I hate more than life, so I know there is no chance down the road for me to use these recreationally) and then use a few subs for the final week and be done with it all.
I don't even know if that will work or not.
I appreciate any help anyone is willing to share with me.
Thank you guys.
I really need some help with getting off of suboxone and I have read a million different threads about it and it seems like it is different for everyone. So I am trying to find someone that can help that maybe has a similar reaction to subs as I do.
I have been on for almost 3 years. Had a hardcore Oxy addiction before hand and to be honest, subs saved my life at the time. But lately I have been noticing more an more side effects of the suboxone. No energy, motivation, drive etc. I have developed a heart arythmia (not sure if that is sub related or not), losing hair a rapid rate. Really the biggest issue for me right now is that I have trouble holding a job. I have trouble sleeping, waking up (I will sleep right through my alarm clock) anyways, I know it is time to be done with these.
Now Some people I read talk about how they were in WD's for a month after they quit and that is what really freaks me out.
I started with 3 to 4 tabs a day and got all the way done to 4 mg a day about 4 months ago. I recently started taking more (stupid move) because I thought it might help me at work. so basically right now I am at 12 mg a day of suboxone. I know I can get back down to 4mg in a week or week and a half. I did it last time and was able to hold firm for 3 to 4 months or longer.
Here is how it effects me, as I know it is different for everyone.
I will feel withdrawals in less than 8 to 12 hours, no matter how many I take. If I take 1 in the morning, by afternoon, I get constant yawning, and intense sleepiness, restless legs, runny nose etc. My doctor said that it is impossible due to the half life being 72 hours, but I know for sure as I have tested it many times. I take a 4 to 6 mg in the morning and 6 to 8mg at night depending. If I took all of that in the morning, I would feel WD'S by 6 or 7 at night, so that is why I spread it out.
Here is my deal. I recently got a job that I have been pushing for a real long time. I do not start for 35 days or so and I want to try and get off in that time. Is it possible to do a fast ween and then go the last 10 to 15 days without anything and be healthy enough to be effective at work? I don't know if that is possible or not.
I am hoping that since I hit WD's fast that it means it goes throught my body fairly quickly.
Any ideas here?
Also, one other thing that I have been thinking about and I know it is counter productive in a sense, but I was thinking about stopping the subs all together and just going on morphine for 2 to 3 weeks. I used to use subs to get clean in 4 or 5 days all of the time and i was thinking that maybe 3 weeks off of subs would be enough while using morph (which I hate more than life, so I know there is no chance down the road for me to use these recreationally) and then use a few subs for the final week and be done with it all.
I don't even know if that will work or not.
I appreciate any help anyone is willing to share with me.
Thank you guys.
