keftaboyzKoln
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Age: 19
Weight: 55 kg (121 lbs)
Height: 178 cm (5'10")
Substances tried before: Weed, cocaine, LSD, 2C-B, speed (first time), nitrous oxide, MDMA and sold as MDMA but possibly 3-MMC.
Tolerance: Daily cannabis (~3g/day), high tolerance to MDMA I took 20 pills in 2 weeks. 4 months of MDMA abuse
Setting: At home with a close friend and his girl.
I’ll try to tell it properly, but I’m high right now so let’s see how it comes out. I’ll just let it flow. I’m using ChatGPT to translate this, not sure how well it’ll do.
I’ll skip a bit to get straight to what I wanted to share, but just so you understand:
On Friday, I did half a gram of cocaine at night. Then on Saturday I took 7 green ecstasy pills that were extremely weak (my friend and I have a theory that it might actually be 3-MMC — if anyone could help us identify it, that would be great).
And on Sunday, I took another 5.
Now the story I wanted to tell begins:
On Monday, my friend asked me if I could leave the house for a while so he could bring a girl over. I obviously said yes, got ready, and just as I was about to leave he said, “Hey, I’ve got a surprise for you, don’t go.”
He came back with the girl, 2 grams of speed, and a nitrous oxide tank.
As soon as they arrived, the three of us started hitting balloons and smoking lots of joints as always (I smoke 3g daily), and it was really fun. I’d been wanting to try speed for a while because I’m in this stage where I want to experiment with lots of things I didn’t dare to try when I lived with my parents and didn’t even know about.
My friend pulled it out, I racked up a fat line, and kept doing balloons.
I was half passed out from the balloons (for me, nitrous is one of the strongest drugs and I’m only going to use it occasionally from now on) when the girl got a call and had to leave, so my friend went with her and I kept doing balloons.
When he came back, we both racked up another line and kept smoking.
That’s when the nitrous was finished (I think), and I was craving ecstasy because it’s a drug I really love.
So my friend made me a “bomb” (drug wrapped in rolling paper to swallow) with 0.3g of speed and half a pill of ecstasy.
It was huge, but I still swallowed it.
At that point, I felt weird, like I was too numbed — I’ll come back to this later.
But I kept doing speed all afternoon until around 10 p.m. My friend didn’t because he hated the taste of this speed (he prefers cocaine and says speed feels like “wanting to but not being able to”). That night I obviously couldn’t sleep, but my friend did.
I spent the whole night trying to sleep and couldn’t, so at 6 a.m. I tried taking a 15mg mirtazapine, but it didn’t work (which never happened before, because usually it knocks me out for 16 hours straight).
When my friend woke up at noon, I started on the speed again. Honestly, it was all pretty strange, but overall I felt good.
We were just at home watching YouTube and playing music. My friend wasn’t taking anything yet, but I kept doing small lines of speed every little while.
That’s when I started to overthink because I felt too anesthetized and not very talkative. I thought, “Well, maybe that’s just how speed is.” But when I looked at my pupils, they were tiny, like I had taken opioids — and that actually matched the body feeling I had. Still, when I realized it could be that, I didn’t panic too much since I haven’t tried opioids before, but I figured I wasn’t going to die.
That night my friend slept, and I stayed awake again.
The next day, honestly I don’t remember what I did — probably smoked lots of joints and watched movies while coming down.
On the third night, my friend wanted to try 18mg of 2C-B for the first time. He was super excited about it, but he didn’t want me to fall asleep because he said he’d go crazy being alone in the room at night.
So I took it too, just to keep him company and stay awake — because otherwise I probably would have fallen asleep.
To be honest, I wasn’t super eager, I just took it for him. Not that I didn’t want to, just that it didn’t feel like the right moment.
After about 40 minutes, my friend kept telling me he was seeing psychedelic visuals (hard to explain, but you probably know what I mean here).
But I felt completely normal, nothing at all. So the night went on, he was getting deeper into his trip, and I still felt nothing. started noticing shadows out of the corner of my eye, but my friend thinks the 2C-B might not have affected me at all because my body could have blocked it, possibly due to all the prior substances and sleep deprivation.”
Until about 6 a.m. when I was finally able to sleep.
I know the ending is kind of short, but if I can, I’ll fix it tomorrow. Right now I’m really high haha.
If anyone has any questions, I’d be happy to answer — I really want to start sharing all this
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I Will keep editing this until I explain all how I want bc it was a long weekend...
Weight: 55 kg (121 lbs)
Height: 178 cm (5'10")
Substances tried before: Weed, cocaine, LSD, 2C-B, speed (first time), nitrous oxide, MDMA and sold as MDMA but possibly 3-MMC.
Tolerance: Daily cannabis (~3g/day), high tolerance to MDMA I took 20 pills in 2 weeks. 4 months of MDMA abuse
Setting: At home with a close friend and his girl.
I’ll try to tell it properly, but I’m high right now so let’s see how it comes out. I’ll just let it flow. I’m using ChatGPT to translate this, not sure how well it’ll do.
I’ll skip a bit to get straight to what I wanted to share, but just so you understand:
On Friday, I did half a gram of cocaine at night. Then on Saturday I took 7 green ecstasy pills that were extremely weak (my friend and I have a theory that it might actually be 3-MMC — if anyone could help us identify it, that would be great).
And on Sunday, I took another 5.
Now the story I wanted to tell begins:
On Monday, my friend asked me if I could leave the house for a while so he could bring a girl over. I obviously said yes, got ready, and just as I was about to leave he said, “Hey, I’ve got a surprise for you, don’t go.”
He came back with the girl, 2 grams of speed, and a nitrous oxide tank.
As soon as they arrived, the three of us started hitting balloons and smoking lots of joints as always (I smoke 3g daily), and it was really fun. I’d been wanting to try speed for a while because I’m in this stage where I want to experiment with lots of things I didn’t dare to try when I lived with my parents and didn’t even know about.
My friend pulled it out, I racked up a fat line, and kept doing balloons.
I was half passed out from the balloons (for me, nitrous is one of the strongest drugs and I’m only going to use it occasionally from now on) when the girl got a call and had to leave, so my friend went with her and I kept doing balloons.
When he came back, we both racked up another line and kept smoking.
That’s when the nitrous was finished (I think), and I was craving ecstasy because it’s a drug I really love.
So my friend made me a “bomb” (drug wrapped in rolling paper to swallow) with 0.3g of speed and half a pill of ecstasy.
It was huge, but I still swallowed it.
At that point, I felt weird, like I was too numbed — I’ll come back to this later.
But I kept doing speed all afternoon until around 10 p.m. My friend didn’t because he hated the taste of this speed (he prefers cocaine and says speed feels like “wanting to but not being able to”). That night I obviously couldn’t sleep, but my friend did.
I spent the whole night trying to sleep and couldn’t, so at 6 a.m. I tried taking a 15mg mirtazapine, but it didn’t work (which never happened before, because usually it knocks me out for 16 hours straight).
When my friend woke up at noon, I started on the speed again. Honestly, it was all pretty strange, but overall I felt good.
We were just at home watching YouTube and playing music. My friend wasn’t taking anything yet, but I kept doing small lines of speed every little while.
That’s when I started to overthink because I felt too anesthetized and not very talkative. I thought, “Well, maybe that’s just how speed is.” But when I looked at my pupils, they were tiny, like I had taken opioids — and that actually matched the body feeling I had. Still, when I realized it could be that, I didn’t panic too much since I haven’t tried opioids before, but I figured I wasn’t going to die.
That night my friend slept, and I stayed awake again.
The next day, honestly I don’t remember what I did — probably smoked lots of joints and watched movies while coming down.
On the third night, my friend wanted to try 18mg of 2C-B for the first time. He was super excited about it, but he didn’t want me to fall asleep because he said he’d go crazy being alone in the room at night.
So I took it too, just to keep him company and stay awake — because otherwise I probably would have fallen asleep.
To be honest, I wasn’t super eager, I just took it for him. Not that I didn’t want to, just that it didn’t feel like the right moment.
After about 40 minutes, my friend kept telling me he was seeing psychedelic visuals (hard to explain, but you probably know what I mean here).
But I felt completely normal, nothing at all. So the night went on, he was getting deeper into his trip, and I still felt nothing. started noticing shadows out of the corner of my eye, but my friend thinks the 2C-B might not have affected me at all because my body could have blocked it, possibly due to all the prior substances and sleep deprivation.”
Until about 6 a.m. when I was finally able to sleep.
I know the ending is kind of short, but if I can, I’ll fix it tomorrow. Right now I’m really high haha.
If anyone has any questions, I’d be happy to answer — I really want to start sharing all this
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I Will keep editing this until I explain all how I want bc it was a long weekend...
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