Deleted member 10878
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 30, 2000
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red and sore eyes
straining within my skull
as i try to regain
a better understanding
of reality and how to sustain
my feelings for it.
its difficult..
my world being painted
a new shade of blue..
and this paint can't be
streaked off the walls
like it has been in the past.
my head just feels heavy..
full of thoughts..
mostly negative more than good
fogging my perceptions
of how things really should be
why must my world
be a constant shade of blue?
i'd like to paint it gray..
maybe i will someday.
straining within my skull
as i try to regain
a better understanding
of reality and how to sustain
my feelings for it.
its difficult..
my world being painted
a new shade of blue..
and this paint can't be
streaked off the walls
like it has been in the past.
my head just feels heavy..
full of thoughts..
mostly negative more than good
fogging my perceptions
of how things really should be
why must my world
be a constant shade of blue?
i'd like to paint it gray..
maybe i will someday.
