psychonaut65
Bluelighter
weed/mushrooms/nitrous-experienced-divine transformation of self into cosmic being
Voyagers/participants: A & B
Timeset: approximately 22:20
Dose:
3.5grams Syrian rue ingested 1hour prior to ingestion of mushrooms,
4.5grams dried Psilocybe Cubensis consumed within hot chocolate.
Nitrous Oxide was consumed throughout the experience and proved to give that extra boost needed for cosmic flight.
Setting: woods
Mindset: Positive overall, made it to our destination 2 hours prior to the trip giving us ample time to prepare. The trip was initially planned for our new acquainted friend sky to join us; however, he never showed unfortunately but then again everything happens for a reason I still feel he was negating responsibility
. He referred to our talk as Cosmic talk and proceeded to fill me with much wisdom in that he showed a greater potential to psychedelics as he well and truly had dropped out of society. He told us that he would not even know if he existed unless it was for people like us to talk to him and give him something to relate to.
Experience rating (Shulgin’s scale): PLUS FOUR ++++ :D I find it incredibly hard to determine the rating of my experience; however, I never have before had a trip like this one. As I inhaled the silver balloon of Nitrous before I knew it I was placed into a metaphysical existence above the regular visions normally encountered on mushrooms. The state I believe was the exuberant, infamous God-head which let me see an existence beyond game reality with so much clarity that led me to believe I had envisaged heaven. I found myself in cosmic ecstasy as I saw, felt and perceived this profound, ecstatic state. Where mushrooms usually take me to an interior universe this trip sent me far, far away from my body to an exterior universe never experienced before. My spirit had melded with the universe in never-ending joy. This state was so different from the normal mushroom experience as it provided perfect understanding, comprehension and clarity when I was usually engulfed in a blissful yet confusing and overruling state. This is what I derived from my two major visions later described within this report. The visions were different from those previously experienced in that my spirit was wholly involved in them it was not eye candy it was as if I was actually there in space looking down on the Earth.
The Experience:
We chilled out in Goring quietly smoking Marijuana before making the trip up to our final setting. Becoming pleasantly stoned before our journey up to the woods we began making our way towards our destination at around 19:00. After coming to our setting B decided he would catch some shut-eye
while I collected wood for the fire.
I slowly built up a fire and made sure I had enough to get the fire going strong. When B woke up we took the veggie-caps containing Syrian Rue and then went to find some bigger logs to make the fire last a reasonable length of time. After this we set up the tent and organised our gear and set up the tent. Once we had the fire going and a spliff blazing we began work on boiling some water for the magic chocolate. Once we had finished boiling the mushrooms we let the liquid cool down before we drank the concoction.
We passed the mess tin back and forth between us each taking two sips; once this was completed I began making another joint. I wanted to talk in the come-up but B insisted that we let the mushrooms do their business and so I was quiet; this benefited me later on as it prevented us talking ourselves out of the experience. We sat watching the burning embers of the fire shifting and ever changing. The head buzz and surreal onset took hold and gave me indication the mushrooms were working.
I meditated on the void and guided both of us through the First Bardo using the Tibetan book of the dead. This gave a valuable premonition to the trip as neither of us experienced any feelings of dread, regret or fear as in some bad trips. Things definitely started to “liven” up as we listened to some music while our thoughts became meaningless and our brains started to fluctuate between the normal and the visionary realm.
As it started raining we entered the tent to get some shelter; I decided it was a good time to experience the benefit of some Nitrous Oxide and so I filled the balloon. I breathed it in and out several times before reclining into the most ultimate psychedelic state. The trip here after is relatively hard to remember as the Nitrous make you lose yourself completely to the psychedelic state and the trip becomes a lot more intense.
The feeling of the Nitrous hitting you in the psychedelic realm is by no means easy to fully describe; however, several things seem to occur common place during my experiences: a sort of ringing/hissing is heard followed by an extremely ecstatic state, and I usually fall on to the floor in cosmic ecstasy. I fell very stimulated after a hit of Nitrous compared to the usual body load and inhibition of movement when I am on mushrooms - a welcome change.
A party was going on somewhere far away; however, I could hear the bass-line from the music and wasn’t sure whether it was an auditory hallucination or not but as the experience went on I came to realise it was a party. The sound gave me an extremely eerie feeling as the mushrooms made it sound like tribal drums in the back of my head.
Two major visions occurred out of around eight balloons inhaled. Within the first vision I encountered my soul/spirit being rocketed into space and I found myself turned into a red elf with a 3-faced head connecting to everything in the universe such as in Alex Grey’s “Oversoul” picture. I was looking down at Earth with gratitude and satisfaction as I soared into a different plane of consciousness. The second vision brought off the Nitrous allowed me to see three different planes of existence in front of me; each had a different shade of colour: brownie-orange, green and purple. Within these different realms were landscapes, suns and moons, I did not have adequate time with which to delve deeper into this vision and soon I was back to normal shroomed state.
A vision of red bubbles covering the entire scope of my vision later engulfed me. As I reclined in the tent I kept lapsing in between states of consciousness: one minute I was fairly aware of what was happening and where I was, in another minute I was totally unaware of everything around me including myself. I was somewhere in limbo between the interior and exterior universe; the nitrous sent me clearly to the exterior but during the reverberations of the all-encompassing Nitrous I was in neither state but somewhere in purgatory.
I rolled some nice bud into a joint and began smoking , a good hit of cannabis made things a lot more intense. I passed the joint to my friend and he returned the favour by passing it back. My senses were heightened as with all psychedelic experiences. From here on I cannot remember anything as things started to get a lot more sub-conscious and eventually I fell asleep. When I woke up in the morning I was surprised to find out that I fell asleep and that my friend was alone and smoked a joint by himself.
On trying to relax in the tent the following morning I heard breathing so I looked out the tent and cows were surrounding us
. My friend and I left the tent to let them go on their way; however, the cows decided that they would eat the remnants of the fire; the ruminants stayed eating ash for about 30minutes while me and my friend cooked some bacon. As soon as the cows left we packed up and headed home.
Conclusion:
This was by far my best experience to date on mushrooms, the Nitrous gave them that boost to exceed my expectations yet again and to make me think again about the potentialities of psychedelics. The vision of myself turning into an elf was a spiritual revelation for me in itself as I never before thought that experience could of felt so real. As always I feel better off after my experience and my outlook to everything around me is ever-changing. This experience has made me want to look into drugs other than Psilocybin such as Mescaline and LSD (lysergic acid diethylamide) as I have not yet encountered them and I think they will also show me something different, profound and enlightening.
The setting in this case proved to work very well. My friend and I did not get frightened or confused; instead and evolutionary process unfolded in front of us we had our ego’s split and then regurgitated back to game realty during a period of eight hours. The woods are truly a magical place.
THANX for reading!
peace
Iopener
Voyagers/participants: A & B
Timeset: approximately 22:20
Dose:
3.5grams Syrian rue ingested 1hour prior to ingestion of mushrooms,
4.5grams dried Psilocybe Cubensis consumed within hot chocolate.
Nitrous Oxide was consumed throughout the experience and proved to give that extra boost needed for cosmic flight.
Setting: woods
Mindset: Positive overall, made it to our destination 2 hours prior to the trip giving us ample time to prepare. The trip was initially planned for our new acquainted friend sky to join us; however, he never showed unfortunately but then again everything happens for a reason I still feel he was negating responsibility
. He referred to our talk as Cosmic talk and proceeded to fill me with much wisdom in that he showed a greater potential to psychedelics as he well and truly had dropped out of society. He told us that he would not even know if he existed unless it was for people like us to talk to him and give him something to relate to.Experience rating (Shulgin’s scale): PLUS FOUR ++++ :D I find it incredibly hard to determine the rating of my experience; however, I never have before had a trip like this one. As I inhaled the silver balloon of Nitrous before I knew it I was placed into a metaphysical existence above the regular visions normally encountered on mushrooms. The state I believe was the exuberant, infamous God-head which let me see an existence beyond game reality with so much clarity that led me to believe I had envisaged heaven. I found myself in cosmic ecstasy as I saw, felt and perceived this profound, ecstatic state. Where mushrooms usually take me to an interior universe this trip sent me far, far away from my body to an exterior universe never experienced before. My spirit had melded with the universe in never-ending joy. This state was so different from the normal mushroom experience as it provided perfect understanding, comprehension and clarity when I was usually engulfed in a blissful yet confusing and overruling state. This is what I derived from my two major visions later described within this report. The visions were different from those previously experienced in that my spirit was wholly involved in them it was not eye candy it was as if I was actually there in space looking down on the Earth.
The Experience:
We chilled out in Goring quietly smoking Marijuana before making the trip up to our final setting. Becoming pleasantly stoned before our journey up to the woods we began making our way towards our destination at around 19:00. After coming to our setting B decided he would catch some shut-eye
while I collected wood for the fire.I slowly built up a fire and made sure I had enough to get the fire going strong. When B woke up we took the veggie-caps containing Syrian Rue and then went to find some bigger logs to make the fire last a reasonable length of time. After this we set up the tent and organised our gear and set up the tent. Once we had the fire going and a spliff blazing we began work on boiling some water for the magic chocolate. Once we had finished boiling the mushrooms we let the liquid cool down before we drank the concoction.
We passed the mess tin back and forth between us each taking two sips; once this was completed I began making another joint. I wanted to talk in the come-up but B insisted that we let the mushrooms do their business and so I was quiet; this benefited me later on as it prevented us talking ourselves out of the experience. We sat watching the burning embers of the fire shifting and ever changing. The head buzz and surreal onset took hold and gave me indication the mushrooms were working.
I meditated on the void and guided both of us through the First Bardo using the Tibetan book of the dead. This gave a valuable premonition to the trip as neither of us experienced any feelings of dread, regret or fear as in some bad trips. Things definitely started to “liven” up as we listened to some music while our thoughts became meaningless and our brains started to fluctuate between the normal and the visionary realm.
As it started raining we entered the tent to get some shelter; I decided it was a good time to experience the benefit of some Nitrous Oxide and so I filled the balloon. I breathed it in and out several times before reclining into the most ultimate psychedelic state. The trip here after is relatively hard to remember as the Nitrous make you lose yourself completely to the psychedelic state and the trip becomes a lot more intense.
The feeling of the Nitrous hitting you in the psychedelic realm is by no means easy to fully describe; however, several things seem to occur common place during my experiences: a sort of ringing/hissing is heard followed by an extremely ecstatic state, and I usually fall on to the floor in cosmic ecstasy. I fell very stimulated after a hit of Nitrous compared to the usual body load and inhibition of movement when I am on mushrooms - a welcome change.
A party was going on somewhere far away; however, I could hear the bass-line from the music and wasn’t sure whether it was an auditory hallucination or not but as the experience went on I came to realise it was a party. The sound gave me an extremely eerie feeling as the mushrooms made it sound like tribal drums in the back of my head.
Two major visions occurred out of around eight balloons inhaled. Within the first vision I encountered my soul/spirit being rocketed into space and I found myself turned into a red elf with a 3-faced head connecting to everything in the universe such as in Alex Grey’s “Oversoul” picture. I was looking down at Earth with gratitude and satisfaction as I soared into a different plane of consciousness. The second vision brought off the Nitrous allowed me to see three different planes of existence in front of me; each had a different shade of colour: brownie-orange, green and purple. Within these different realms were landscapes, suns and moons, I did not have adequate time with which to delve deeper into this vision and soon I was back to normal shroomed state.
A vision of red bubbles covering the entire scope of my vision later engulfed me. As I reclined in the tent I kept lapsing in between states of consciousness: one minute I was fairly aware of what was happening and where I was, in another minute I was totally unaware of everything around me including myself. I was somewhere in limbo between the interior and exterior universe; the nitrous sent me clearly to the exterior but during the reverberations of the all-encompassing Nitrous I was in neither state but somewhere in purgatory.
I rolled some nice bud into a joint and began smoking
, a good hit of cannabis made things a lot more intense. I passed the joint to my friend and he returned the favour by passing it back. My senses were heightened as with all psychedelic experiences. From here on I cannot remember anything as things started to get a lot more sub-conscious and eventually I fell asleep. When I woke up in the morning I was surprised to find out that I fell asleep and that my friend was alone and smoked a joint by himself.On trying to relax in the tent the following morning I heard breathing so I looked out the tent and cows were surrounding us
. My friend and I left the tent to let them go on their way; however, the cows decided that they would eat the remnants of the fire; the ruminants stayed eating ash for about 30minutes while me and my friend cooked some bacon. As soon as the cows left we packed up and headed home.Conclusion:
This was by far my best experience to date on mushrooms, the Nitrous gave them that boost to exceed my expectations yet again and to make me think again about the potentialities of psychedelics. The vision of myself turning into an elf was a spiritual revelation for me in itself as I never before thought that experience could of felt so real. As always I feel better off after my experience and my outlook to everything around me is ever-changing. This experience has made me want to look into drugs other than Psilocybin such as Mescaline and LSD (lysergic acid diethylamide) as I have not yet encountered them and I think they will also show me something different, profound and enlightening.
The setting in this case proved to work very well. My friend and I did not get frightened or confused; instead and evolutionary process unfolded in front of us we had our ego’s split and then regurgitated back to game realty during a period of eight hours. The woods are truly a magical place.
THANX for reading!
peace
Iopener
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