womanthatrolls
Bluelighter
can you give me a reason
to say your name
softly, openly
full of deep set winks?
i have been walking round for days
trying to answer questions
that i am too scared
to imagine
holding my hands
inside each other
and asking
is this it?
have my feet reached zero?
has my skin healed soft enough
to pass as beautiful?
life is changing
finally
eventually
unstoppably
and this excites me
(but i think
i should be scared)
even though
i dance down the pavement these days
lighter
faster
free-er
clearer in mind
and i smile at the beauty
lulled by train rides
to anywhere but here
chugging
softly
floating
into what is sure to be
an unforgettable lifetime
i always told him
our lives were made for movies
but our scripts couldn't be changed
(we will only forget our lines)
to say your name
softly, openly
full of deep set winks?
i have been walking round for days
trying to answer questions
that i am too scared
to imagine
holding my hands
inside each other
and asking
is this it?
have my feet reached zero?
has my skin healed soft enough
to pass as beautiful?
life is changing
finally
eventually
unstoppably
and this excites me
(but i think
i should be scared)
even though
i dance down the pavement these days
lighter
faster
free-er
clearer in mind
and i smile at the beauty
lulled by train rides
to anywhere but here
chugging
softly
floating
into what is sure to be
an unforgettable lifetime
i always told him
our lives were made for movies
but our scripts couldn't be changed
(we will only forget our lines)
