So what exactly do you get from 'MDMA' these days? Eye-wobbles? Jaw-clenching? Deep breaths?
ok here we go
the buzz, the fucking buzz
the all encompassing body orgasm. you remember that? not sure that you do
the rushing that hard that you can't stand still
the feeling that your walking on springs
the not giving a fuck what anyone thinks of you dancing on an empty dancefloor at the start of the night even though ur in a club where everyone's just on alcohol
the walking past people and you can see 3 of them
the thinking that you would give the fat girl in the corner one
when your m8's that have never taken xtc ask you if your alright because you don't look like your enjoying yourself
the only spending a £10 all night on drinks, because you can't drink for shit on mdma and you've no fucking interest in it anyway
the standing back at the end of the night watching everyone knock the fuck out of each other outside, and thinking what to fuck
the hugging your best m8 in the taxi on the way home
the smacking out on the settee for an hour after you get home and thinking this is heaven
the having a cracker wank when you come out of your smack
the getting to sleep as soon as you hit the pillow
the waking up the next day not feeling too fucked up
the eating the next day
the drinking the next day because of the pretty unreal afterglow
the not feeling like shit all week
the only having a few bad hours one day midweek