smackncheese
Bluelighter
I'm here!
Just been really busy lately, being out and about and all.

am i crazy that all this has not made me say fuck dope, never again, im clean now and i gotta a great start and i gotta go with it?
Remeber one time is too much and a 1000 times will not be enough.QUOTE]
This is true...
im think bout this some more... thanks
IV heroin.
Unfortunately I caved tonight and found myself a balloon. Tonight's been wonderful, but I know I'll be hating myself in the morning.
I feel you on that man...In the past two weeks I have made it 3 days and 4 days without before caving and getting a balloon, only to have to start the process over at the expense of one night of feeling good and actually sleeping. Now I am on day 2 again and only have (1) .5mg xanax left since I used the rest up and I HAVE to work the next 3 days.
Working through WDs sure sucks but I almost like it better that way as opposed to laying on the couch flopping from side to side every couple minutes because I cant get comfortable. Sucks laying on the couch because you dont have the energy or drive to do anything but damn it sure makes the day go by slow and then tossing and turning in bed throughout the night not being able to sleep. Makes for loooooooong days....
On the plus side I find WDing from heroin much easier than oxy...its more violent but sure is over much quicker