isaaccain
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Right so it's my country's fourth of July and I get the day off school. I was bored and nobody messaged me asking if I wanted to meet them (no one I actually wanted to meet, anyway) so I was bored and snorted some ritalin like I've been doing quite a lot recently. I sniffed 60mg in about 2 and a half hours. I'm at the 3 hour mark now and I feel close to a seizure or something because I have a funny feeling in my head like when I hadn't ate in ages back when I was anorexic and I hadn't slept in about 48 hours and I was watching a movie and it flashed and I thought 'Wow, this must feel like what it's like to ALMOST have a seizure'. It felt a bit like that. I also I have a warm feeling in my chest and I just got very sharp pins and needles in my hands which is like waht happened the two times I got very LOW blood pressure, the difference is I can still walk and I'm not blind. Right anyway I'm shaking a lot so I tried to call my dad just to talk in case I went into seizure or stroke right there but no answer so I called my mum and no answer and I'm alone so I'm a bit worried. I feel better than I did I think I got a bit worked up about the feeling in my head and the pins and needles but I think I need a way to lower my bp.
I don't have herbal tea, which was my first thought, like camomile or something, I have green tea but that's got caffeine in so I'm not sure if I should have any of that but I honestly can't think of anything so help me out, even if the replies are too late and I've already come down/gotten hurt I can use the advice in the future
Edit: Actually i just remembered I've got dph and codeine but I figured that might fuck with my heart since combining uppers and downers is bad for your heart and I'm p sure I've got a weak heart anyway because of muscle degradation blah blah blah so do you think they would be good options if this happens again? I wish I had benzos but idk why I absolutely can't find any not even diazepam which is pretty common where I live. I came across a really really strong benzo for sleep problems once yknow triazolam halcion or whatever but when every one on here told me how strong it was I figured I should use at least diazepam a bit more before I try that (Only used it once and at the time I don't think I'd used it at all).
I don't have herbal tea, which was my first thought, like camomile or something, I have green tea but that's got caffeine in so I'm not sure if I should have any of that but I honestly can't think of anything so help me out, even if the replies are too late and I've already come down/gotten hurt I can use the advice in the future
Edit: Actually i just remembered I've got dph and codeine but I figured that might fuck with my heart since combining uppers and downers is bad for your heart and I'm p sure I've got a weak heart anyway because of muscle degradation blah blah blah so do you think they would be good options if this happens again? I wish I had benzos but idk why I absolutely can't find any not even diazepam which is pretty common where I live. I came across a really really strong benzo for sleep problems once yknow triazolam halcion or whatever but when every one on here told me how strong it was I figured I should use at least diazepam a bit more before I try that (Only used it once and at the time I don't think I'd used it at all).
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