^ Yep, me too. My first was amazing, a mate got a hold of MDMA powder caps, I couldn't believe what I was feeling.. clarity, euphoria, confidence, empathy... then it all went down the shitter when I walked in the front door at 5am and my Mum instantly knew I was high (damn that motherly sixth sense!) Though it could have had something to do with the dilated pupils, sweaty forehead and constant gurn on my face at 5 in the morning after supposedly being out drinking LOL.
One of the best however was when me and about 4 close mates camped out down at his farm with a campfire, tents and a clear, starlit sky above us. That brought a new kind of high and felt an amazing connection to my friends. Was the first time I ever had the eye wobbles, these were really clean pills. My mobile phone had a lamp on it, and I was so fucked that I was using the lamp on the phone to look for my phone in my bag. Haha talk about short-term memory loss...
"Hmm gotta find my phone. Its in my bag somewhere. Gee its dark... I can't see anything.. *grabs phone* What's this? Ahh my phone! Perfect, my phone has a lamp, I'll use it to find what I was looking for.... What was I looking for? Oh yeah, my phone! It's gotta be in here somewhere..."
Was a fantastic night, we all lay on our backs around the campfire watching shooting stars - made me realise how small we really are, and how much life and energy is packed into each and every one of us.