Was this molly or dope?

[dm2992]

My ex introduced me to molly around March of this year. Long story short, I ended up loving it the first time so we went on a 3 day binge. But the final months of us using the drug together, the high was a different high. Not because I was doing it everyday, but because I know what molly is suppose to feel like. One night he said "this is some different sh-t than the other kind, it hits you fast but goes away fast too." I blindly assumed that he meant it was a different type of molly. One night he said he was buying molly but the guy came with ice shards that I now know as crystal meth. I even told him that I thought it was meth, but he still took it saying "maybe it is, I'll try it." He had it another time in his hand and said "you wanna taste this" and I said "ew no that's meth." He would start getting crystals that were grayish/black & told me it was more pure molly. Except the high was nothing like it. One night, I felt a cold sensation from my head down to my spine & was numb all over my body with a hot feeling running through my veins. When I came down from the high, I googled it & came across heroin. I thought that's what it was & he argued me all night & day that it wasn't. I said I didn't want to take drugs anymore so when he got a white powder that day & I said no after testing it (it numbed my tongue), he got MAD! He tried to say that was molly also, but I had a feeling that it wasn't because molly isn't suppose to numb your tongue is it? I've heard his friends and brothers say "where's the dope" but he said that's just a word for any drug. Is that true? Or can molly be called dope too? He's had needles & said it was gonna be used for numbing when he got a tat w/ the lidocaine he has. He denied shooting up numerous times although I seen all of the signs. Has he been giving me other drugs w/o telling me? Or is there a lot that I don't know about with mdma? Oh yeah and he's a sociopath so I'm thinking he was giving me these drugs purposely to keep me dependent on him and to stay.

 

[Brainfucked]

the only person that can answer this is yourself. the first time you do real mdma that feeling sticks with you. nobody can answer this but you. have you ever had proper molly? maybe you've been getting crap all the time with meth mixed in and who knows what else.

 

[dm2992]

That's exactly what I thought about after I posted this. Maybe I don't even know what real molly feels like. The first few months, it was the same feeling. Not as intense as the very first, but the same loving, touching everything feeling. Then came the hard highs... So idk. I'll never know the truth because he's very good at lying and making you believe he's truthful.

 

[Jackeh]

How often did you take it. How many times per month? You may have just ruined ecstasy for yourself. There was a period where I did good E every weekend for a month or so and then there were 2 weeks where I took it about 3 or 4 nights a week (extremely stupid of me). This completely ruined the high. The same pills (and better pills) could no longer bring back that great feeling that made MDMA so good. I just got more negatives than positives out of the experience after that so I stopped taking it. This could of happened with you?

 

[Brainfucked]

I never ever buy drugs off the street. only weed because you know what your getting. its such a shame that most drug dealers don't care about their product and customers.

 

[alasdairm]

nobody here can tell you what you took, dm2992.

its such a shame that most drug dealers don't care about their product and customers.

if everybody tested their stuff, they'd have to care about their product and their customers. as long as people buy untested product, they'll expose themselves to being ripped off...

alasdair

 

[dm2992]

How often did you take it. How many times per month? You may have just ruined ecstasy for yourself. There was a period where I did good E every weekend for a month or so and then there were 2 weeks where I took it about 3 or 4 nights a week (extremely stupid of me). This completely ruined the high. The same pills (and better pills) could no longer bring back that great feeling that made MDMA so good. I just got more negatives than positives out of the experience after that so I stopped taking it. This could of happened with you?

This definitely could have happened with me. We were taking it just like you were back to back in large doses!

 

[Brainfucked]

I pay £120 for 85-90% pure coke. when I could get normal shit for £40. the better it is the more you charge. theres not more money to be made in selling crap product. the better it is the more you charge. the dealers arent necessarily ripping people off. its just a shame most of them don't care about what they sell.

 

[dm2992]

nobody here can tell you what you took, dm2992.if everybody tested their stuff, they'd have to care about their product and their customers. as long as people buy untested product, they'll expose themselves to being ripped off...

alasdair

I agree with the both of you. I don't take the drugs anymore because of this reason. I started to get confused as of what I was taking and felt like if I needed to get a test kit, I should just leave it alone. I needed the info for my therapist, but I guess it'll never be discovered.. I may have taking every drug that was listed and maybe I didn't, haha.

 

[Brainfucked]

I agree with the both of you. I don't take the drugs anymore because of this reason. I started to get confused as of what I was taking and felt like if I needed to get a test kit, I should just leave it alone. I needed the info for my therapist, but I guess it'll never be discovered.. I may have taking every drug that was listed and maybe I didn't, haha.

has drug use caused you any problems?

 

[Jackeh]

I pay £120 for 85-90% pure coke. when I could get normal shit for £40. the better it is the more you charge. theres not more money to be made in selling crap product. the better it is the more you charge. the dealers arent necessarily ripping people off. its just a shame most of them don't care about what they sell.

Not necessarily, it depends on who you are going to. People will over price shit product just as they will when it's good. Example:

In my town I can mephedrone for £X, and it is of horrible quality, where I doubt even half of it is actual drug. I can get it elsewhere for far less than £X but of a far higher quality than anything going about the town.

Price doesn't always depends on quality, it depends on the seller, where they source from, the usual price in the area, etc.

 

[dm2992]

has drug use caused you any problems?

Definitely. After I got off, my anxiety got worse. And I was also diagnosed with PTSD because of the abuse and trauma with him.

 

[BlueBull]

Like has been said before there is no way to tell what you took. If you should want to try it again one day, definitely invest in a testkit, don't rely on the words of a dealer but see for yourself. Pure MDMA does not numb the tongue. If you haven't already and want to preserve the beautiful effects MDMA has I would slow down your usage, you are going to run into trouble sooner or later with multi-day binges. Also MDMA is sometimes called 'dope' yeah. I don't live in a English-speaking country but even over here it's sometimes referred to as 'dope', people sometimes use it as a general term for drugs (even weed) over here

I am going to close this thread up as the OP's questions have been answered as far as that's possible and the thread is going off-topic. Furthermore it kind of borders on substance ID. If you have any further questions feel free to PM me anytime

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