Was I overdosing?

[GreenGiant861]

OK so this is my first post ever on here! Been reading these forums for a while but finally made an account so I can partake in the conversations and let everyone know my story.
I started rolling November 2011 and in march of 2012 I was using every weekend for about 3 months straight. On an average night at a rave I would consume on average 1g MDMA stacked with at least 2-3 pills of whatever the current market had to offer. (I had an excellent reliable source of clean MDMA, pills were iffy though) Usually I would start off the night popping .4 MDMA then after about an hour when i felt the come-up I would pop a pill to really get myself going. Then every hour until I ran out I would pop .2 MDMA and drop half a pill every half hour. Keep in mind I am 6'7 and weigh about 205 pounds, no fat, solid lean muscle, I work out everyday. My longest binge was a 3 day festival summer 2012 where I consumed over 3 grams MDMA and 9 pills throughout the weekend. I could barely read the day after it was finished and physically it took me about 2 weeks to recover.

In August of 2012 I had a really bad experience. I dropped around 1.5g within 2 hours on accident because I was drunk and wasn't paying attention to my doses. Pretty sure I overdosed and was sent to the hospital. After this I started having really really bad anxiety all the time, non stop, and feeling like I wasn't the same person. I haven't rolled now in about 9 months, and I am finally starting to feel normal again. I'm planning on rolling in June for a big event which you all may know. This might be a bad idea yes, but I don't ever plan on taking the extreme amounts that I used to and now from experience I know not to roll every weekend to let my brain and body recover properly.

Do you think rolling again will bring back my anxiety? Is 1g MDMA too much of a dose for one night even for a person of my size?

Thanks for the help!

 

[CageKennylz]

Is 1g MDMA too much of a dose for one night even for a person of my size?

If you've done even the slightest amount of research on the chemical, you'd know that's an extremely large dose.

After reading what you described, I recommend you DON'T take any MDMA.

If you do decide to take MDMA, I recommend you don't exceed 250mg in the entire night, with that being the absolute maximum you should take.

 

[LilbabiC]

IMO- 1g is way too much for anyone (even the incredible Hulk). My boyfriend weighs 210 and is 6 foot 3. He is a personal trainer and has minimum body fat. His standard dose is 200mg for the night and that's all.

 

[GreenGiant861]

If you've done even the slightest amount of research on the chemical, you'd know that's an extremely large dose.

After reading what you described, I recommend you DON'T take any MDMA.

If you do decide to take MDMA, I recommend you don't exceed 250mg in the entire night, with that being the absolute maximum you should take.

Thanks for the help. I'm starting to think that it was more of a mental thing that I was feeling the need to take so much, afraid that what I was taking wasn't going to give me the same feelings of euphoria. When I first started using with my friends we would take the same amounts and they would always feel the effects way before me, so it kinda went downhill from there.

 

[Clocktower]

Yes, 1g is too much, 250 mg is too much for the majority of people. If you take MDMA and then spend the next 45 minutes waiting anxiously for the effects to begin, worrying that you won't have fun if you don't roll, then I don't see it being a good time.

 

[JustEloy]

Im right now in the same situation as you broski, Ive stopped dosing and im taking a long break, maybe 6-8 months and then I'll dose again to see if that magic comes back. Couple nights ago I dosed a whole gram at a party, and went through the scariest experience with anxiety.

 

[GreenGiant861]

Im right now in the same situation as you broski, Ive stopped dosing and im taking a long break, maybe 6-8 months and then I'll dose again to see if that magic comes back. Couple nights ago I dosed a whole gram at a party, and went through the scariest experience with anxiety.

Makes me feel a little better to know I'm not alone. How often were you feeling anxiety before and after this previous roll you had? For me it slowly started to come up after my 3 day binge but I kept rolling (stupid) It comes and goes in waves now.

 

[Exstazy]

1gram is WAY too much for anyone in one night. 200mg is considered a HIGH dose.
I reccomend 120mg - 150mg and then maybe another 70mg after 1 hour or so.. but dont wait too long or there aint that much point
150mg alone of 80%+ pure shit will have you rolling BALLS, and I mean BALLS

 

[thizzlemonster86]

You got some cut shit bro. You should only need like 200mg - 300mg tops. Thats for the whole night. Either you have abused MDMA way too much or your getting cut to shit MDMA. Either way both are bad.

 

[JustEloy]

I actually binged for 2 years, every weekend or 2-3 a month. And sure I had my "Honeymoon" phase, but after that dose, during the comeup everything seemed a bit wrong.. As if it was to strong. And ever since that night it triggered my anxiety and so everytime I dosed after that I would feel happy, then out of nowhere I would get a small panic attack, I would have to get into a heavy conversation with a few friends to take my mind off of it and it would help, but then it would come back.. And it would continue this for the whole roll. I couldn't understand why it was like that now. And my shit was puree, tested. Then I came to realise
EVERY single time I dosed anxiety would just hit in waves. coming and going.. I could never just have a set bliss roll like I used to.. I had my run but I guess its over... For now >

 

[JustEloy]

You got some cut shit bro. You should only need like 200mg - 300mg tops. Thats for the whole night. Either you
have abused MDMA way too much or
your getting cut to shit MDMA. Either
way both are bad.

There could be a possibility of it being cut but then again to much of anything is bad, right?