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Wanting to Die Doesn't Go Away After Acute WIthdrawal

ChemicallyEnhanced said:
How are yo
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Not as good as I was yesterday, but that was exceptional. So I woild say not bad.
Happy to read you're better now.

ChemicallyEnhanced said:
Had a decent amount of pills today, and hopefully my plan to ration them out as much as possible to make them last will work.
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Think about how good you feel now compared to how shitty you felt the other day. Works for me, not only in regard of pill intake:
Remember things that make you feel good, and those that don't. So you can repeat the first and avoid the latter.

Have a glorious day!
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
I'm pretty good right now, thanks for asking :)
How are you?

Had a decent amount of pills today, and hopefully my plan to ration them out as much as possible to make them last will work.
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Happy to see you having a good day, I wish all your days are good. You're a good person and been suffering for so long.
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
Not in my country, they don't. See my above post about being hospitalized for a serious suicide attempt, attempting suicide again while in hospital and admitting to them I'm gonna try again as soon as I can..and them sending me home that same day.
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Do you have a responsible person to ration your pills for you?
 
Id just stick in for the long haul. You're diving into the paws. For sure you have a journey, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

So looking at your substances you should exit pretty quickly, but then you need to deal with what you were taking the substances to treat.

what's the root, how do you successfully treat this.


physically withdrawing from these drugs should be accomplished completely in under a month, but it still leaves the underlining symptoms.
 
Jnowhere said:
Do you have a responsible person to ration your pills for you?
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No. I asked my dad. Like, I have him my last 5 days worth of opioids and said "DO NOT GIVE ME THESE BEFORE SUNDAY!"
Then on Thursday I was like "Daaaadddd, I really need some of those pills....but just like eight" instead of saying no, he just gave me the lot.
I guess it's probably stressful is someone you love is an addict and you have their stuff and you see them getting sick and pleading with you and you're stuck between sticking to the OG plan and holding out while they suffer, or giving in to help them noy be so ill, but knowing you're enabling.
 
Doing a bit of holding-out-for-the-evening sort of right now. WIth the codeine, at least. I'm rx'd eight a day, I've had none all day and now (almost 5pm) I've had 6 together (crushed and dissolved in coffee) for like a mild buzz as a treat for doing well.
 
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