Well I wonder what im talking about with a headline like that, death of course, see I live to write or type and I reckon a blog with little breaks w
Ould be the one. You ser anyone who has read my posts on here know im not mentally stable, but im not stupid, not a day goes by when the word suicide doesnt come into my brain , I havd clinical depression though not acyually diagnosed which is a lot of bullcrap . Some guy sitting there getting paid a fortune to say ok ur depressed heres a antidepredsant good luck. Bloody bollocks to that I dont need some freaky weirdo stranger to tell me im ill , I know this already , my last episide was a severe hallucination when I thought the girl on the tv was talking to me and giving me orders, I really did,so if thats not mad what is. Not a day goes by when im not plotting my own death. Im 44 from glasgow in scotland,basicaly lost it all by choosing drugs. At the time I was only a teenager and glasgow was hit with what was called an epidemic of temazepsm(gel) and I say gel as the inside of these caps were some sort of potent gel , very injectable but dangerous and many deaths in and around glasgow,luckily I didnt inject I was totally against it but orally me and my friends back then used to take handfuls mixed with alcohol and basically this made u very agressive and we used to fight other glasgow gangs using machetti, swords, any weapon apart from guns to attack other gangs and vice versa it was every teenagers goal to join a local gang and battle after school, also another pill I noticed to be very common were diazepam(valium), mum,s little helper,and because these temazepam were banned from the nhs market we were left with these tabs,not as strong but still a good buzz if u took enough,i was so addicted to these at a young age ,i could,nt and did,nt want to stop taking them, ( to be cont).
Ould be the one. You ser anyone who has read my posts on here know im not mentally stable, but im not stupid, not a day goes by when the word suicide doesnt come into my brain , I havd clinical depression though not acyually diagnosed which is a lot of bullcrap . Some guy sitting there getting paid a fortune to say ok ur depressed heres a antidepredsant good luck. Bloody bollocks to that I dont need some freaky weirdo stranger to tell me im ill , I know this already , my last episide was a severe hallucination when I thought the girl on the tv was talking to me and giving me orders, I really did,so if thats not mad what is. Not a day goes by when im not plotting my own death. Im 44 from glasgow in scotland,basicaly lost it all by choosing drugs. At the time I was only a teenager and glasgow was hit with what was called an epidemic of temazepsm(gel) and I say gel as the inside of these caps were some sort of potent gel , very injectable but dangerous and many deaths in and around glasgow,luckily I didnt inject I was totally against it but orally me and my friends back then used to take handfuls mixed with alcohol and basically this made u very agressive and we used to fight other glasgow gangs using machetti, swords, any weapon apart from guns to attack other gangs and vice versa it was every teenagers goal to join a local gang and battle after school, also another pill I noticed to be very common were diazepam(valium), mum,s little helper,and because these temazepam were banned from the nhs market we were left with these tabs,not as strong but still a good buzz if u took enough,i was so addicted to these at a young age ,i could,nt and did,nt want to stop taking them, ( to be cont).
