cj
Bluelight Crew
If I had it all to do over again. I would do it again and again. Every smile every morning I woke up next to you was better than my wildest dream. I guess I'm just a sick pessimist but I always knew you would leave. I knew I wasn't good enough. Birds are meant to fly. lions are meant to hunt. Zebras are meant to die. It's the way of the world. My heart was meant to be broken. We cant rewrite the playbook at halftime.
I'm not angry. I'll get over the sadness. My heart will heal. My eyes will dry. I'll keep a few keepsakes deep inside that place in my soul on the off chance. No there is no chance. I'll keep them for a cold night in the future when your gone. I'll slip it between my fingers and remember that I once had the baddest dime on my arm. I once hunted with a lion and soared with an eagle. I once ruled the world.
I hope you find a happy ending to your story someday. I just wish... .. I wish I could relive the last 6 years. I pray one prayer let it be 11-07-19 at 1145 pm when I wake up next.
Regrets? I got a few..... I wish I had done more drugs...... I wish I had watched less tv. I wish we had marched to the best of our own drum more often .... I wish we hadn't paid so much rent ...... Yeah lots of regrets...... Not.
Should of done more shit people said we shouldn't of.....
