Waiting (sink and bleed).

[rewiiired]

With you, insanity comes.

I'm frightened how
I can't will you away.

At the corner of
every thought,
lurking at the bottom
of every well,
and I'm stuck between
a rock and a hard place
at every angle
and turn, and that's
right where you
want me.

Where I wait,
where I sink and bleed.

Sifting through
the dusty files of my mind.
My head is spinning, it seems
that I have gone blind.
Looking for a way out or around
this every day,
and it's seems I've found
my home in ignorance,
stubborn will, indifference
and apathy,

but the rage is
creeping in again
and I can't help
the things that I see
I think for a moment
maybe I'm wrong about you
but my heart feels
there's got to be
another way.

Every time
you come for
me again
I try with you
just to
understand
but at best you just
stop and stare

and an answer
never comes.

You hurt my
body and mind
your eyes, so cold
and so very unkind

and I still revolt and
deny what's on it's way.

You hurt my
body and mind
your eyes, so cold
and so very unkind

and I still hold
onto my hopes
but I can't
stop this
I've always
been a part of this
but I'm so
against this and
I can't hide in
ignorance and
I can't even
find solace
as my
defenses
fade

and so I'm
left here waiting,
where I
sink and bleed.

 

[evolvedadam]

Ooh this was really nice. Would it be to bold to say that it would be cool if you could say something other than a rock and a hard place in the begining. Other than that I thought this was great.

 

[rewiiired]

I considered replacing `a hard place' with `my Self', but I don't know if it would work as well. I'm always quite interested, but I don't think I've ever asked this before and I'd be quite thankful to anyone who replied: in reading this poem, what do you think I'm talking about?

 

[evolvedadam]

I have no clue what it's about. It could be a bunch of things. Yeah i think my self instead of hard place works a lot better.

 

[neverwas]

i liked it just how it is. i wouldnt change the word you were thinkn of changing.

youre a top writter :D

 

[RareForm]

 

[frostyangel]

I've read this twice, first thinking of it as some girl that you can't help but like.. but she takes advantage of you..

And the second thinking it was some kind of drug that you might be addicted to...

But whatever it means.. it's good.