Well, I finally got to have a very minor relapse yesterday.. The $ I was counting on did not come thru. However, by a stroke of miracle, I managed to acquire $20. Not what I was expecting, but enough to acquire a very small amount of dope & pay for bus fare. And I even managed to hit on the first try without having to be in a shower.
It was quite nice. I got to get high and spend the afternoon with my good (only) friends and all the other junkies I hadn't seen in a while. I brought over The Simpsons movie and later helped them move a 'fridge and some other things for scrap recovery since it was 71 degrees outside in December. It was a most beautiful day. And they read me a letter from my wife (who's in county) they had too. Then I got home, my dad decided to make a huge dinner.
Probably the best day I've had in months. Now it's back to no drugs,job,money, and friends again. I would kill (figuratively) for a decent job right now.
It was quite nice. I got to get high and spend the afternoon with my good (only) friends and all the other junkies I hadn't seen in a while. I brought over The Simpsons movie and later helped them move a 'fridge and some other things for scrap recovery since it was 71 degrees outside in December. It was a most beautiful day. And they read me a letter from my wife (who's in county) they had too. Then I got home, my dad decided to make a huge dinner.
Probably the best day I've had in months. Now it's back to no drugs,job,money, and friends again. I would kill (figuratively) for a decent job right now.