Vultures Attack Funeral, Eat the Corpse!

I love that headline.


Today should suck more than it does.

3rd day off Klonopin but still drunk from last night so it doesn't hurt as bad as it should. I barely enjoy anything anymore without them it seems.

It's not addiction because I went off them for 2 years and felt like this the entire time. Just chronic anxiety and depression due to post traumatic stress and current financial and life woes.I've a sneaking suspicion it has to do with receptor manipulation/damage due to an on/off SNRI regime as well.

I want to reincarnate into a giant tortoise. Calm, meditative, content. Vegetarian. Lovely life. Especially a petstore tortoise who's not for sale.


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