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visual disturbances on meth

ThatSpaceyKid

ThatSpaceyKid

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I literally see water fall or think it's snow but it is usually inside because I stay inside... It's out of the corner of my eyes. Usually after smoking a 20-30 of meth by myself.. It just happens randomly? Anyone ever had that happen. Could be psychosis right?? But then again I only smoke meth 2-3 times a week never in a row anymore with anything over a 10 piece???

Also today my vision got all dark and I couldn't hear anything but the ringing in my ears???? When I was driving shit got scary I will admit... I thought I was gonna faint. But one thing I learned is to NEVER hyperventilate sorry... I'm rambling Fucking ICE.
 
The snow sounds like the "bats" that I may see flying around out of the corner of my eyes after a several day drug binge without sleep. Does sound like a stimulant induced psychosis.

Recent I have started using crystal, opposed to using crack in the past and have been experiencing minor auditory hallucinations. Mostly coworkers and guests at the restaurant I serve, talking clearly about my meth habit and why it's inappropriate that I would be working in that condition. I know these people are NOT saying these things as I have never been contacted about any issues and I have great numbers that produce an adequate income. Although I'm not sure if it's safe to continue using due to the possibility of tolerance increasing along with an increased volume of voices.

Currently I parachute a small amount when I wake up before class, another at lunch, maybe one before working and then smoke a small bowl after work... 2-4 hours light sleep, then repeat. This will go on 3-4 days during work/school week then I pretty much sleep a whole day off and have 2 full clear and sober days to spend with family and friends. I would feel unsafe traveling with a pipe and my nose holes can't withstand the sharp feeling of it in my nose luckily because smoking and snorting make me sweaty.
 
I wrote more, it didn't make it somehow.
I have Diagnosed ADHD it seems that a small oral dose of meth helps me focus with bonus of euphoria, usually when I was taking the adderall 30xr daily I felt nothing unless I didn't take it. I am the king of public disruptions and daydreaming when not medicated, it's embaracing to be a full grown man behaving that way at the store sometimes. A Higher more concentrated dose like taking to much adderall or smoking a bowl of meth can have a peridoxical effect. This relaxes and makes you tired occational short term nausea but allowing me to get some sleep every night.

I really like the stuff and I hope I can continue using untill there are negative effects, and then hopefully doctor is still willing to write me prescriptions for the adderall or something
 
Pipes. Get a them use them once then shatter them if you must repeat. Just one more daily chore. Smoking is more intense. Also I feel the same Crack makes me laugh it's only a 20 min high almost harmless like weed. Meth is a 6-12 hour high. Or longer depending on the dose. I feel you gets you through the day. I send my money for "Lunch" on my daily fix a ten of Meth and usually end up smoking a 40+ and Heroin. ? I'm well off I guess.. or i am in the right place. Me and my bud support each others habits haha.. That's why it works. When I'm in need he has something to help me out :). Anyways I don't see dark stuff just hear similar conversations with my coworkers or peers as you. If I hallucinste it is only the snow flakes. Or whatever.
 
No - not yet anyway. What I do get, which is weird, seems to happen when I get 'up' in the morning. Each time I blink, I have a momentary 'false flash' in reverse, and think the light bulb has blown. Only last milliseconds...
 
It's someone trying to show you something via the third eye/remote viewing.

When you stay awake for a long time and your dehydrated and state off into space flat on your back, palms up. You start to see stuff.

If you sit still, don't blink and have your palms exposed the water droplets will form together. Don't focus stare through them. Eventually the droplets will become a canvas and images will appear. Again, don't focus stare through them, don't try to manipulate the images.

Congratulations you've just remote viewed the imagination/history/the future.

Works really good if you don't eat or drink anything and are sleep deprived.... A la methamphetamine.
 
This is interesting, as I once met (on a 'psychic' site) someone who was confused and a bit concerned by apparently seeing it raining when he went out, going back and donning a mac/umbtella, then realising it wan't really raining when he went out again. I saw it suggested that this was a phenomena of the earth's aura, and once thinking about it, have become aware of it quite a few times.

Far more spectacular was a phenomena I observed when travelling on the London Underground. Being bored (unless there's some lovely girl to look at), I often use this journey time to meditate, and noticed 'white noise' rushing past... then slowing and stopping when reaching a station, sort've' gently rainig down', then rushing past again once moving off.
 
Voyager3 said:
This is interesting, as I once met (on a 'psychic' site) someone who was confused and a bit concerned by apparently seeing it raining when he went out, going back and donning a mac/umbtella, then realising it wan't really raining when he went out again. I saw it suggested that this was a phenomena of the earth's aura, and once thinking about it, have become aware of it quite a few times.

Far more spectacular was a phenomena I observed when travelling on the London Underground. Being bored (unless there's some lovely girl to look at), I often use this journey time to meditate, and noticed 'white noise' rushing past... then slowing and stopping when reaching a station, sort've' gently rainig down', then rushing past again once moving off.
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Exactly at the randomest of times. I am not making this up. Sometimes i do see white droplets fall from the sky or the roof. They fall and no matter how hard i concentrate and try to catch one they vanish.
 
It's not psychosis, it's just sleep deprivation (and drugs).

If you end up in psychosis, you'll either be a) terrified or b) convinced that everything is actually fine and normal. People experiencing psychosis don't tend to sit around going "Hrmmm, odd visuals... am I psychotic? Better ask the internet."
 
SixBuckets said:
It's not psychosis, it's just sleep deprivation (and drugs).

If you end up in psychosis, you'll either be a) terrified or b) convinced that everything is actually fine and normal. People experiencing psychosis don't tend to sit around going "Hrmmm, odd visuals... am I psychotic? Better ask the internet."
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Fuck. You just said the phrase I was scared of. "Thinking everything is normal" ? I think but that's the thing I slept 7 hours and this shit happened.
 
you're good. just smoke some weed. then do some more dope. then if shit isn't cool have a few drinks then smoke some weed.
just take everything else you have access to, k?
 
ThatSpaceyKid said:
I literally see water fall or think it's snow but it is usually inside because I stay inside... It's out of the corner of my eyes. Usually after smoking a 20-30 of meth by myself.. It just happens randomly? Anyone ever had that happen. Could be psychosis right?? But then again I only smoke meth 2-3 times a week never in a row anymore with anything over a 10 piece???

Also today my vision got all dark and I couldn't hear anything but the ringing in my ears???? When I was driving shit got scary I will admit... I thought I was gonna faint. But one thing I learned is to NEVER hyperventilate sorry... I'm rambling Fucking ICE.
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Vision darkening in my experience happens from too much CNS stimulation, as the veins in the eyes are over-stimulated which lead to light either being dimmed out or greatly expanded (look at a street light to see auras). It isn't psychosis, surprisingly, although often mistaken for it. If you take a benzo you can reverse this experience, as it causes the nervous system to calm down, and increasing I believe vitamin A and beto-carotene intake improve the eye health in this function, not to mention exposure to UV rays (also consider investing in a black light lamp to put in your bedroom if you get this effect, it may have therapeutic properties during this experience).

As for the ringing in your ears, meth opens the eustachean tube, and indeed, pseudoephedrine (the precursor to meth in most cases, otherwise ephedrine), and since you were seeing everything darker, I believe that it may have been the ear being opened either too long or too wide, thus causing the ringing as it began closing.

As for the panic attack, that is common when exposed to this unusual environment, it has happened to me as well. Just realize it is temporary and the best solution is to go somewhere familiar and relax. I find that operating a computer during this experience helps to take my mind off of it.
 
snazzy_sn said:
you're good. just smoke some weed. then do some more dope. then if shit isn't cool have a few drinks then smoke some weed.
just take everything else you have access to, k?
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Heroin is actually a great way to comedown from meth, but I highly avoid using weed if you are already having a panic attack, as weed will take you to a far worse level of panic hell if you aren't prepared, and if you are in somewhat psychosis already, weed is going to be a really bad trip. That said if you can handle it and calm yourself down, weed combined with ice can lead to some very intense closed-eye visuals and just overall connective feeling with people.
 
PsychedelicWizard said:
Heroin is actually a great way to comedown from meth, but I highly avoid using weed if you are already having a panic attack, as weed will take you to a far worse level of panic hell if you aren't prepared, and if you are in somewhat psychosis already, weed is going to be a really bad trip. That said if you can handle it and calm yourself down, weed combined with ice can lead to some very intense closed-eye visuals and just overall connective feeling with people.
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haha, shhh.
 
Day 4. No food yet or barely any water. I am euphoric as he'll. Smoked a 3 points Monday alone, 2 points Tuesday, 2.5 points Wednesday, 5-6 points Today my Bday. Am feeling it I'm gonna crash hard. Still not paranoid or seeing shit. No psychosis just alert and tweeked
 
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