Hello, I am very interested in Psychoactive substances and drugs in general. To a point were I am no longer that interested in 'getting high' but I really am just interested in the changes they make to peoples conscious and their realitys. I am interested in just having knowledge on drugs and even in the chemistry. I have a general interest in chemistry and how everything is put together and works but nothing that is very serious. Of course I love the highs as well 
Anyway, I would like to do something with all this. I already have a decent sized knowledge on many substances in general and there effects but I want more. I could learn some organic chemistry but I would have to go back to normal chemistry and remember some of it from my high school days and then move onto the harder stuff. Without doing it in a lab with a proper teacher I couldn't imagine I would pick it up that fast so I am unsure if this would be anything more then a waste of my time.
I am interested in harm reduction and being involved in harm reduction. I am already working with organizations on topics to do with synthetic cannabinoids as I feel quite strongly (negatively) towards them and for the first time believe a drug should be made illegal. I think that there definatley needs to be more info on this stuff in schools and harm reduction organizations as one small info sheet on the effects of the brand black mamba is not enough. I tried to get into a Youth Work aprenticheship but it seemed to not be anything like the side of Youth Work I was interested in and more kiddy stuff like youth clubs and I didn't get a call back after the interview anyway
I am also interested in philosophy and spirtuality and especially drug related topics to these topics. I always philosphies in my head when I am walking or on my own and often find myself wondering about topics of great importance and search actively for 'the meaning of life', if thats what you want to call it.
I am not looking for career advice, im looking for either career, learning and hobby advice? Seriously, I just dont know what to do with this huge interest only growing inside me on drugs in general. I just want to learn, I want to know everything. Seriously it is excitting to be this interested in a subject again, I havent been like this since early high school. Anyway, any help would be amazing, thanks in advance you guys

Anyway, I would like to do something with all this. I already have a decent sized knowledge on many substances in general and there effects but I want more. I could learn some organic chemistry but I would have to go back to normal chemistry and remember some of it from my high school days and then move onto the harder stuff. Without doing it in a lab with a proper teacher I couldn't imagine I would pick it up that fast so I am unsure if this would be anything more then a waste of my time.
I am interested in harm reduction and being involved in harm reduction. I am already working with organizations on topics to do with synthetic cannabinoids as I feel quite strongly (negatively) towards them and for the first time believe a drug should be made illegal. I think that there definatley needs to be more info on this stuff in schools and harm reduction organizations as one small info sheet on the effects of the brand black mamba is not enough. I tried to get into a Youth Work aprenticheship but it seemed to not be anything like the side of Youth Work I was interested in and more kiddy stuff like youth clubs and I didn't get a call back after the interview anyway

I am also interested in philosophy and spirtuality and especially drug related topics to these topics. I always philosphies in my head when I am walking or on my own and often find myself wondering about topics of great importance and search actively for 'the meaning of life', if thats what you want to call it.
I am not looking for career advice, im looking for either career, learning and hobby advice? Seriously, I just dont know what to do with this huge interest only growing inside me on drugs in general. I just want to learn, I want to know everything. Seriously it is excitting to be this interested in a subject again, I havent been like this since early high school. Anyway, any help would be amazing, thanks in advance you guys
