xtcgrrrl
Bluelight Crew
I'm deeply worried about this. I've been using poppy seed tea (PST) to deal with back pain, never using more frequently than once a week. I usually feel great during, fine after, and a bit nauseous during AND after, but nothing to be concerned about. However, last night I made a batch of tea that was SIGNIFICANTLY more potent than usual (due to the variation in seeds, and yes I know how risky PST is. It's only supposed to be for my back (5 herniated discs) since my Percocet supply dried up, but it's usually been pretty consistent anyway...until last night. Last night I drank my usual amount over my usual amount of time, but I got WAY higher than I've ever gotten before...to the point where I wasn't sure whether I should go to the ER or what. I paid attention to my breathing and my heartbeat (DEFINITELY depressed) and today I'm having some really weird symptoms. I feel like I'm going through withdrawal even though I DEFINITELY haven't been using more than once/week. There's no question...I don't mark the calendar, lol, but I remember the date and project accordingly.) These are the symptoms:
1) too hot/too cold in perfect weather
2) lightheaded - weird visual things happening, like the aftereffects of tripping where things are not quite staying still yet, especially if you catch it out of the corner of your eye
3) headache
4) vaping nicotine makes me feel high again, weird cuz usually nicotine doesn't affect me at all cuz I'm so used to it
5) still very tired and I slept a lot today - even drifting in and out while I sit on this chair
6) having trouble swallowing and peeing -can't pee unless I force it out, almost choking on water a few times because I couldn't swallow and I ran out of air while drinking
7) grinding teeth
8) anxiety through the roof
9) those weird jerks happening when I'm laying down relaxing
What is this? Is there any chance that taking an ultra-high dose of morphine, codeine, thebaine etc etc got me instantly addicted and now I'm going through WD? OR what?
1) too hot/too cold in perfect weather
2) lightheaded - weird visual things happening, like the aftereffects of tripping where things are not quite staying still yet, especially if you catch it out of the corner of your eye
3) headache
4) vaping nicotine makes me feel high again, weird cuz usually nicotine doesn't affect me at all cuz I'm so used to it
5) still very tired and I slept a lot today - even drifting in and out while I sit on this chair
6) having trouble swallowing and peeing -can't pee unless I force it out, almost choking on water a few times because I couldn't swallow and I ran out of air while drinking
7) grinding teeth
8) anxiety through the roof
9) those weird jerks happening when I'm laying down relaxing
What is this? Is there any chance that taking an ultra-high dose of morphine, codeine, thebaine etc etc got me instantly addicted and now I'm going through WD? OR what?