Very bad E trip.....help?

[PurpleKush1]

Well i had this experience once after less then a year of fri sat mdma use in high doses. One weekend the depersonalization/derealization hit on the following Tuesday morning after hectic brain zaps on the Monday.

After that experience which lasted 2-3 days i stopped MDMA and never touched it again and a few months after stopping the crippiling anxiety, PTSD and paranoia hit and tortured me for the next 8 years. So i was pretty much fucked after that.

So if you are getting similar experiences you need to reduces doses and reduce sessions to at least once every 3-4 weeks only or you risk significant life altering mental health issues including the three issues i mentioned above.
Trust me you dont want to spend almost every night for many years staring out of your window for hours convinced people are coming to kill you in your sleep. It gets a bit old after a while.

MDMA can be used safely but i was an idiot and also its not possible to use it like most other drugs. Stims every weekend is fine but MDMA every fri and sat broke my brain for 8 years. Im only feeling healed now within the last year or so.

shit man im glad youre better. now in point of view fuck mdma for ever, im down for some coke or speed but never mdma again. It just doesnt agree with me. And i can totally relate o the paranoia peeking out of windows part, im used to it like sober or high, im half the time peeking out the peephole in the door or out the window , i think in my case its because of heavy stimulant abuse. What helped you to recover?

 

[blight12]

shit man im glad youre better. now in point of view fuck mdma for ever, im down for some coke or speed but never mdma again. It just doesnt agree with me. And i can totally relate o the paranoia peeking out of windows part, im used to it like sober or high, im half the time peeking out the peephole in the door or out the window , i think in my case its because of heavy stimulant abuse. What helped you to recover?

Dont let me scare you away though. Just stick to under 200mg per session, no redosing within session and once every two months max and you should be good.

 

[PurpleKush1]

nah dont worry man its not you scaring me away, i think my body just doesnt tolerate mdma anymore bnecause i abused it too much at a young age, i started my binges on it a 17 and now im 19....maybe ill take sum again, but only lab tested high quality mdma. And not redosing haha thanks for the input mate

 

[Serotonin101]

I can relate to the depersonalization. I abused mdma and pressed pills daily for about 2 months or so when I was 18. Bad idea. I remember the feeling nothing, almost like being dead inside. Walking around like life is a dream/game and I forgot my part and my lines. An observer. I pretty much blocked all that shit out until reading the posts. Took a long time to recover. Its been almost 4 years and still dont feel quite right. Been sober for 14.5 months too.

 

[PurpleKush1]

I can relate to the depersonalization. I abused mdma and pressed pills daily for about 2 months or so when I was 18. Bad idea. I remember the feeling nothing, almost like being dead inside. Walking around like life is a dream/game and I forgot my part and my lines. An observer. I pretty much blocked all that shit out until reading the posts. Took a long time to recover. Its been almost 4 years and still dont feel quite right. Been sober for 14.5 months too.

shit man daily use for 2 months? i abused mdma caps errday for a week and pressed pills for 2 weeks straight but 2 months? i wish you to recover, but i cannot stay sober though,, i ve been sober for now 3 weeks and my mind cant take it i need a relaxer

 

[Si Dread]

After what happened I'd seriously consider a complete break from all/any psychoactive substance. You might feel ready, but you're not, you need alot of time to heal after overdoing MDMA! If you can't deal with 3 weeks sober, you probably aren't cut out for safe drugs use.

Doctor Si prescribes 6 Months Off! Enjoy! Lol

 

[PurpleKush1]

thanks for the input dr si but man seriously i already started getting hammered everynight and taking a toke here and there of some green im going fucking crazy sober life doesnt make sense, i hate everythign and anybody sober and im way too agressive over nothign i cant control it i hope i can get some benzos prescribed to calm me down, that way i could cut out the liquor and the weed that is making more paranoid tghen anything

 

[Questionaire]

I know someone who had an experience very similar to yours, especially the sweating and peeing. Their MDMA was cut to shit and it sounds like yours was too.

ALSO, FIRST POST

 

[PurpleKush1]

hey, yes no shit it was cut ive taken mdma alot,ive even bombed .5 of very good mdma with a tolerance and it was nothing like this pill. Im sure it was mdma + pma or mdma +dxm, there was something very dirty combined with md. Also, welcome!!

 

[Si Dread]

Yeah, sorry man, the doctors news is not good but it is good for YOU! You'll enjoy partying all the more after a break, you won't get through so many pills or powders & you're less likely for that reason to come across bunk shite!

 

[blight12]

hey, yes no shit it was cut ive taken mdma alot,ive even bombed .5 of very good mdma with a tolerance and it was nothing like this pill. Im sure it was mdma + pma or mdma +dxm, there was something very dirty combined with md. Also, welcome!!

Yeah sounds like an SS situation, like possible with MDMA an d DXM cut. I used to OD often on pure MDMA to the degree of many years of issues afterwards and the experience on the drug even in large doses was never unpleasant. If physical distress manifests it might be due to an active cut but that would just be a guess at most.

 

[PurpleKush1]

Yeah sounds like an SS situation, like possible with MDMA an d DXM cut. I used to OD often on pure MDMA to the degree of many years of issues afterwards and the experience on the drug even in large doses was never unpleasant. If physical distress manifests it might be due to an active cut but that would just be a guess at most.

Thats what im talking about, i once dropped an mdma capsule (tested) as weell as 2 pills all at the same time thinking the pills were mdma butthey were mda, i puked and everything but it was still very nice and euphroic, nothing like this shit. The pill was a white motorolla, but inpressed not oupressed and in europe....