Venting - Stream of Conciousness 3

[*Cosmic Mist*]

God i hate this -
I hate you -
I hate everything!
I just want it to stop,
to leave,
to go away!
Nothing makes sense - nothing is as it seems!
Nothing is anything, nothing is fair!
I'm clasping to desires and frivolous dreams -
i'm crying and splitting myself in two
I lack the patience to deal with you.
I hate this - i hate it - i hate feeling this way,
when everyone else is so happy, content and free!
I just want to be me, and be contented to be so - identity is a beautiful thing...
I just wish i knew who i was, and what i am doing. WHat the hell am i supposed to do?
What does it matter anyway? We all come to the same end eventually - I just hope when my sharp sword comes
and breaks me down to my knees,
that i have done something worth while with my time...
...i hope i will have made somebody happy...

 

[BLULITER LackofMorality]

wow...i could apply this "venting" to soo many instances in my life.... and this being the utter truth for me too :

I just hope when my sharp sword comes
and breaks me down to my knees,
that i have done something worth while with my time...
...i hope i will have made somebody happy...