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Vent/Rant Thread vs I'll tell you how I really feel (Triggering Content)

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I'm feeling hurt and confused.

Sometimes I just want to trust my s/o, but then he acts shady sometimes. He has done a few things behind my back in the past that I later found out about (he just started earning my trust). And shit just started popping up. Like what the fuck, I'm a sexy/smart woman with a funny personality and behind all that I'm very trustworthy.

I don't know though I have a 4 year old with him, I'm still young (25), if this shit keeps up I'm out the door.

So lets just say he has some explaining to do....:sus:
 
gr33n3y3z said:
I'm feeling hurt and confused.

Sometimes I just want to trust my s/o, but then he acts shady sometimes. He has done a few things behind my back in the past that I later found out about (he just started earning my trust). And shit just started popping up. Like what the fuck, I'm a sexy/smart woman with a funny personality and behind all that I'm very trustworthy.

I don't know though I have a 4 year old with him, I'm still young (25), if this shit keeps up I'm out the door.

So lets just say he has some explaining to do....:sus:
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What'd he do to make you suspicious?
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
What'd he do to make you suspicious?
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We have been together for about 7 years and I found a bra that wasn't mine when I was doing laundry this morning.

@Anonymous thank you, where trying to make things work.

Besides all the s/o drama I just keep getting shitty ass news, I just looked in my mail box and saw 1 letter addressed to me saying I have a hearing soon from my ex who is prison for stabbing me.(he asked for a parole hearing) I just cant take it anymore today. He is a fucking stalking lunatic. I just want to move out of my state.
 
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gr33n3y3z said:
We have been together for about 7 years and I found a bra that wasn't mine when I was doing laundry this morning.
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Maybe he's dabbling in cross dressing?

Surprise bra for you that got mixed in with the laundry? Is it your cup size?
 
neversickanymore said:
block that shit.. go to your providers web sight and should have a block option;)
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Done and done!

Greeney if I was in your situation I would ask him and show him the bra. I am very straight forward when it comes to doubts etc so that it gets cleared up right away. I hope he didnt do anything stupid you know :\
 
Does he normally do laundry?

If I fooled around with some girl and she left her bra or panties or any article of clothing behind I highly doubt that I would wash it.
 
^^ No it wasn't even close to my bra size I'm a d and this bra was an A. And no he's not dabbling in cross dressing he's too broad in the chest for that.

@ Maya showed it to him and he said "I have no idea where that came from" He seems genuine, hell it could have been an ex g/f bra..

But I still doubt him due to his response, when I showed him and asked questions.
 
^if you really suspect somethin is up, maybe keep it low key and gather more evidences. Thats what i did at least to one of my exes caught in the act! lol
 
Carl Landrover said:
Does he normally do laundry?

If I fooled around with some girl and she left her bra or panties or any article of clothing behind I highly doubt that I would wash it.
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No he was at work and I do the laundry. And fuck no I didn't wash it, that went into the trash. (After I showed him and had a talk).
 
Maya said:
^if you really suspect somethin is up, maybe keep it low key and gather more evidences. Thats what i did at least to one of my exes caught in the act! lol
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Oh hell yea, and he's also off the sex list for a while, until I figure this out. NO Pussy cat for him.
 
Dr just made me flush my supply of (i dont think i can name "drugs" in this thread, but its a legal natural alternative for opiates.. you probly know what it is) so he could see it gone, just so he would continue giving me my medicines..
Not really that mad, but its a loss of $100. I hope this is worth it.


gr33n3y3z said:
@Double LMAO I don't think so!
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Damn, i love a girl with green or hazel eyes.. im assuming you have them hence your username.
I was joking anyways.
But im a loyal person and ive been cheated on and played many times in my life and i know how hard it is. Even when you know/ or stongly think someone did do something and won't admit it even though they know you already know it.
I know the hurt of not being able to trust someone when they are telling you that you should trust them.
So now i have a rule in life, respect is given and not earned. But trust isn't given it is earned, once you lose it, it's hard as hell to get/give it again.
I hope it does turn out that he didn't cheat. But still, like someone said before.. be low key and watch for signs of differences in how he acts, if he randomly goes out saying he needs to do something with some excuse that's hard to believe, or not answering phone calls while out and saying excuses for not answering. Shit like that.
I been through it with my ex girlfriend aka my son and daughters mother.
(she had hazel eyes that turned green sometimes lol ;) )
 
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Edit: Vent deleted as I managed to sort my script out. :)
 
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@Maya what? You caught him in the act itself?

@Double LMAO I don't think so!
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Yeah I caught him in the act and the disgusting part was he was doing a 15 year old girl whom he got pregnant after a few months!!!!
 
Ugh can't bloody win. Last year when they bring this healthy eating in schools everyone moans about accept me. I thought it was good.
Everyone takes unhealthy stuff with their children n I did it once when I ran out of fruit. All was fine.
Today i go to supermarket. We're late so i give my child chocolate buttons thinking they'll be ok as it's a one off.
And they won't let her eat it, a 4 year old.
Whether I'm wrong or not surely it's wrong to let a four old go without her snack?

Anyway I moan saying half the teachers have weight issues n are being hypocritical.
I'm actually moaning about this n everyone else is against me saying I'm wrong.
Are we allowed to mention social media here?

Anyway I'm always wrong no matter what I say.
Truth is i could really afford them n the buttons were cheaper.

But I'm always in the wrong no matter what I say.

I can see what they think of me right now
Crap mother
Bum
Spoilt bitch
Lazy

I know they all judge me because they're perfect parents cuddling their children on the sofa, playing out in the snow, with their father n they think I'm a lazy bad mother who could do better. I know that's what they're thinking n I hate them for it n me even more.

Filled in my disability forms today n with Knock gone n this week. Well anymore shit going to happen?????

I hate that school n how they nitpick n judge me. I do my best but nothing is ever good enough.

Stressing over petty stuff is much easier than other stressing over bigger stuff.

Oh maybe going on about their weight wasn't right..... But not letting a 4 year eat her snack isn't either. Am I wrong for sticking up for my daughter? Agh they're all going to hate me now round here (where I live). Can see it now.

One day I'll do something right, it's never right.....
 
Eveleivibe said:
Ugh can't bloody win. Last year when they bring this healthy eating in schools everyone moans about accept me. I thought it was good.
Everyone takes unhealthy stuff with their children n I did it once when I ran out of fruit. All was fine.
Today i go to supermarket. We're late so i give my child chocolate buttons thinking they'll be ok as it's a one off.
And they won't let her eat it, a 4 year old.
Whether I'm wrong or not surely it's wrong to let a four old go without her snack?

Anyway I moan saying half the teachers have weight issues n are being hypocritical.
I'm actually moaning about this n everyone else is against me saying I'm wrong.
Are we allowed to mention social media here?

Anyway I'm always wrong no matter what I say.
Truth is i could really afford them n the buttons were cheaper.

But I'm always in the wrong no matter what I say.

I can see what they think of me right now
Crap mother
Bum
Spoilt bitch
Lazy

I know they all judge me because they're perfect parents cuddling their children on the sofa, playing out in the snow, with their father n they think I'm a lazy bad mother who could do better. I know that's what they're thinking n I hate them for it n me even more.

Filled in my disability forms today n with Knock gone n this week. Well anymore shit going to happen?????

I hate that school n how they nitpick n judge me. I do my best but nothing is ever good enough.

Stressing over petty stuff is much easier than other stressing over bigger stuff.

Oh maybe going on about their weight wasn't right..... But not letting a 4 year eat her snack isn't either. Am I wrong for sticking up for my daughter? Agh they're all going to hate me now round here (where I live). Can see it now.

One day I'll do something right, it's never right.....
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LOL
you probably didn't make any friends calling them fat hypocrites! :D .

I just got a thing in the mail last night for a second set of disability for renewals . This one says I have 15 days. %) lol cool 15 days isn't bad. But I see it is dated 2/28, so I just called to ask about when the 15 days start. Of course it starts on 2/28... so That means I would have 8 days. And the 8th day is a Saturday, so actually I would have 7 days.., and NOTHING is open Sat or Sun, and I have to physically bring it to them so basically we are talking Monday through Wednesday of next week for actual document gathering time or 3 days :X :X and then I kind of lost it on the phone and told her how I really feel about having these stress filled deadlines to hunt down disability documents every year. Probably did no good at all...
 
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