@Maya thanks girl ill try to keep myself safe in no means am I trying to od or hurt myself and others, but stranger things have happened.
Today I'm sick atm I have nothing to put in my mouth lol all jokes aside,
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Damn I thought id kick my insane opiate usage... and my Adderall, klonlopin habits are no joke just more fuel added to the fire.
Opiates are my first drug of choice,
my first love started out when I was 14-15 years old, with one 5mg Vicodin then I upgraded to oxycodone, morphine IR and then Fentanyl. The list goes on and on. Name a opiate I've already pushed it through my body at one point in my life.
I gradually upped myself from 1 pill to 25 pills in one day it's a fucking sneaky habit. I wish this on no one not even my worst enemy probably because id rather have all the pills in the world if I could.
It's sickening to me I don't get a rush anymore I just use to 'get well', I'm destroying my liver because all that damn APAP fuck a CWE because (I) can't wait once they're in my hands I grab some coffee and pill pop.
So really for people reading this mixed up jumbled rant, stay away from the pills if you can, it burns through your money and it destroys your life.
And now that my back is fucked up guess what? My tolerance is through the roof no pain pill takes the edge off.
I'm 26 beautiful female just wasting money when I have to copp off the streets- I run a high risk buying opiates off the street even off good sources shit might hit the fan and catch a charge. Fuck the damn dea and the 'war on drugs' fucking locking up junkies in federal systems with killers lmao? Send them to rehabs instead.
Today I'm sick atm I have nothing to put in my mouth lol all jokes aside,

Damn I thought id kick my insane opiate usage... and my Adderall, klonlopin habits are no joke just more fuel added to the fire.
Opiates are my first drug of choice,
my first love started out when I was 14-15 years old, with one 5mg Vicodin then I upgraded to oxycodone, morphine IR and then Fentanyl. The list goes on and on. Name a opiate I've already pushed it through my body at one point in my life.
I gradually upped myself from 1 pill to 25 pills in one day it's a fucking sneaky habit. I wish this on no one not even my worst enemy probably because id rather have all the pills in the world if I could.
It's sickening to me I don't get a rush anymore I just use to 'get well', I'm destroying my liver because all that damn APAP fuck a CWE because (I) can't wait once they're in my hands I grab some coffee and pill pop.
So really for people reading this mixed up jumbled rant, stay away from the pills if you can, it burns through your money and it destroys your life.
And now that my back is fucked up guess what? My tolerance is through the roof no pain pill takes the edge off.
I'm 26 beautiful female just wasting money when I have to copp off the streets- I run a high risk buying opiates off the street even off good sources shit might hit the fan and catch a charge. Fuck the damn dea and the 'war on drugs' fucking locking up junkies in federal systems with killers lmao? Send them to rehabs instead.